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Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Today baby met my parents and I am glad that it went pretty well. He was pretty tensed up and immediately called me to ask if my parents mentioned anything to me straight after he dropped me home. cute~~

Anyway, had a little argument with him before the dinner though over his thoughtlessness on a girl's feelings. I was practically begging for a lazy afternoon snuggle and he simply disced me off and send me to bed while he continued watching TV. Fuming mad is an understatement and tears of anger came out

Men are men I guess. All over you when they feel like it and all over TV when they don't. Arses...

Tuesday, August 24, 2010



~A Dark Chocolaty Affair~

You are bitter with a sweet aftertaste

Your aroma lingers, leaving me in a daze


You can be hard as steel when you are cold

Yet soft and creamy when the warmth unfolds


You unlock my desires and my endorphins

Yes, you are my baby and my vitamins

Monday, August 23, 2010

Had a lazy Sunday chilling out at baby's house. I am amazed that I actually enjoyed watching tamil movies that I do not freaking understand.

Watching him make thosai for me was very cute as well...when he managed to get a nice and flat thosai, he said that is a perfect example, when I din managed to make it as flat as his, he said I am lousy. Then when he made the 3rd piece which is not properly spreaded out and very thick, he made an excuse and said he felt like having a thick thosai. My foot lor.

Napped for a bit in his bed as well, which felt really nice.

Watched Singapore boys lost the soccer match to that African team....sucks

Walked around Chinatown for a bit too and visited the Buddha temple, very spiritually enlightening, haha

all in all, awesome day out. Am looking forward to bringing him to my parents.

P.s. I Love You

Friday, August 20, 2010




Yesterday, I met his mum and bro at Chomp Chomp over BBQ stingray and sotong. The meeting turned out very casual and nice, and I actually had a good time. Beside the bad part where I was called the "Karma", all else went fine.

First offical step into his house today, and we ended up chilling in his house for the entire day, drinking coffee, watching movie, having dinner and chatting with his family. Lazy day for us and I absolutely love it!

Never have the 3 words "I Love You Baby" come out from my mouth so much and I really meant everyone of them everytime I tell him for these past 2 months. This boy really has captured my heart and I couldn't help it but get drawn closer to him day by day.

I like it when I carress your head when you are driving
I like it when you held my hand with your left and changes gear and steer the wheel with your right
I like it when you say " I love you very much baby" everytime you get jolted out from your sleep
I like it when you say your nonsensical jibberish when you are dozing into sleep
I like it when you mindlessly carress my back and head, which always send tingles down my spine
I like it when you make an effort to get off work just so to meet up for a while
I like it when you smile kiddishly and I get to sneak a peek at your cute dimples
I like it when you are so damn cocky about everything and anything
I like it that I feel like a woman who is loved and taken care of by her man
I like it when I lie on your warm and strong shoulders
I like it that we are so hopeful about our future together
I like it when we kiss
I like it when we rub our noses together
I like it when you kiss me goodbye on my forehead
I like it when you always call me back for another kiss on my forehead just when I am about to enter my house
I like it...that I have you now in my life..

Ps: A colleague younger than me actually said something that knocked senses into me. I asked him why is he so willing to marry at the age of 23 and that how sure he is that the girl is the one for him. He simply said that there is no such thing as "the one". It is simply up to each and everyone to work hard to maintain the love the relationship between a couple. I am enlightened....

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Tuesday, August 17, 2010


After a short escape to my secret place...think it is time to come back. Well, things happen, people move on and I guess I should just blog normally.

This year has been full of ups and downs for me. Some stupid mistakes, heartaches and hiccups along the way, but all in all, it has been a blessed year for me.

Work - is as usual hectic as hell but for the past 3 weeks had been really relaxing for me. Guess this is the "after SFF" syndrome when I simply have no more energy to work.

Friends - Been spending quality time catching up with my besties and it was great to finally laugh heartily while revisiting old time jokes. I guess they are still the closest to my heart when 1 look in the eye and we know what each other is thinking.

Family - Bro went to army and revealed his ugly head shape. Our family do not have the luxury of having a nicely shaped skull (rather flat). Baby nephew turned 1 last month. Family's been great....

Love - I broke someone's heart again and it ain't fun. I guess people grow up and move on until they finally find the one so there isn't really right or wrong in a relationship. I must be a blessed girl cos god really takes care of me for he always send a man to me who cares for and loves me a lot. Somewhere in my heart, I am
softly wishing that he will be the last ... is he the one? Definitely maybe...