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Friday, March 30, 2007

no more late night suppers
it makes me fat lazy and stupid
argh..............

Sunday, March 25, 2007

bone aching
skin is damn sensitive to touch
forhead burning
nose running
throat hurting

i am damn sick la
slept the whole day today
panadol dun even work can
sucks

Saturday, March 24, 2007

i dun feel good at all
heart palpitating like mad
whole night din sleep properly
i am tired
yet fully awake
i feel restless
my lungs are in constant state of oxygen deprivation
i wan to eat
but i am not hungry
i wan to study
but i am not eager
i wan to surrender
but i can't
this is driving me mad



Sunday, March 18, 2007

good deeds but no good returns

was walking home from the shell station behind my block on fri night
mid night
and there was a malay wedding decor being put up under the void deck
*selamat wedding *
haha
then we were commenting
'wah, lights never off...fans never off...no need electricity ah'
'wah...even the hi-fi sets not being kept properly...stoel how'
then i thought to my self as my glance wandered
'wah ...even got oil lamp on the table ah ...'
then i realised.....

not oil lamp lei
it's FIRE
F-I-R-E
we quickly rushed over
taking the mineral water which we juz bought for 90 cents
and put the fire out
but it ain't enough
zee had to use his slipper to smack the fire
like machiam smack crockroach la

here comes trouble
suddenly one mad malay woman was shouting at us
pointing her index finger
seemingly accusing at us
WTF~~~~~
u think we set the fire right
so we explained to her...
but seems like she dun noe english
all we heard was some malay rantings
and 1 clear
" BEDEH"
TMD
she dare say we bedeh
so she and her gang of old malays arosed deom their deep slumber
and three of them walked towards us
*** at this pt of time..i was quite amused why i never see them lying all around the floor....no 1 or 2 lei..but many...****

then they came and check the damage out
a big portion of the plastic table cloth was burnt
damn smelly
and a portion of the plastic chair melted
lucky the wooden table never caught fire
or else confirm burnt the whole tent area down
then it was awkward silence
cos i refused to make another explainnation
as if we were guilty like that
so i stood there
filled with dignity and pride
my defense mode turned on

i reckoned the malay woman realised she cannot accuse us
but she made her last attempt
" u live where "
i pointed to my block...
then she lan lan said
" ok..u can go"

WAH LAO
like we owed her like that
heng we use my precious mineral water to put out the fire okay
if not see how u get married
plus they all sleeping like logs.
(wanted to say pigs ..but cannot la..racist haha)
scully kena burnt ah

actualli i think if zee was there alone
he would have been roped to the police station
cos singaporeans damn racist to indian ppl
lucky a chinese was there
me...

today whole day was their celebration
music played so loud
singing so disgusting
but nvm la...
their wedding la
a smirk smile came to my lips
HNG ..(with extra force)
without us....u all kena burnt liao hor.....

haha
PS: i am not racist hor...


Saturday, March 17, 2007

had been staying up damn late for the past few nights...
not good!!
pimples outbreak!
sullen eyes
dull skin
irritable mood
and wat else wat else
yes...gain weight
cos of all the supper i had
damn it ~~~~~

but it was fun hanging out with my pals
clubbin
ktv and supper
and movie on fri night (juz now)

hmmm..going for the overseas education fair tom
really looked forward to exploring another phase of my life
but there are so many memories here
and someone i can't let go of
pls torture me a little more...thanks

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

exasperated is the words
nearing is the duration
ending is the dreadful part
but face up to it i will

Friday, March 09, 2007

hey hey hey
finally did some exercises
bought this "kettler roller" for a couple pf years
but din really use it
tho it is always within my sight
this is really an ab killer
u gotta be on ur knee and roll outwards
WITHOUT flatten on the floor
now tt's jackie's chan stunt
i juz did 10 and my abs were screaming in pain
opps..did i say abs?
i mean fats
*
*
took these pics for fun la
actualli bathed already
but juz wan to blog so u all can keep reminding me
if i am still doing exercises
keep asking me hor
make me guilty



cooped up in my room for the past 2 weeks
well nearly la
mugging and mugging
but this yr's mugging more chio hor.
last yr was veri veri bad

See !
this was last yr
yiaks

bored from all my studing
wah..i wan to woo myself lei
HAHAHA

trying out the faetures in my phone
this is called "paranomial"
eh?
but sensual pic wun u say?

he visited me in my jurong prison for a while
thanks

and we had to take these 2 beautiful pics to end the day beauitfully
50 cents and beyonce !!!

i am sure gonna flunk my mocks
sucks

Thursday, March 08, 2007


sumptuous seafood dinner with miss goh and onm
crabs..duatao..mantou...fanshuye..horfun..sotong..chicken wing ..2 bottles of beer
yes..how can 3 girls finish right
we DId just that
then i suggested taking a walk around the carpark instead of heading straight to the car
to digest
then charlin chaplin came out
2 flamingoes and 1 duck emerged
it was hilarious
in the car
yanting was the crab
i was the sotong
guess wat miss goh is
FAN SHU YE
how in the world u act out a fan shu ye !!!



had to leave my imprints somehow in her brand new cam
b4 we went ahead with our mahjong nights
tell me my specs is ugly
i heard enough....

time to study


guilty
for making my grandma wash the dishes for us
when i remembered to wash
the sink would be empty already
opps

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

hobbit asked me if i was going to get married
when she saw the previous post
it made me laugh
in the midst of my mugging for mock exams
thanks for the destress joke
hahahaha


i shudder at the thot of having children
spoiling my already spoilt figure
haha


Tuesday, March 06, 2007

i'm contemplating on a huge decision in my life
hmm~~~
i am scared of taking the first step out
and leaving my love ones behind
my oh my


Friday, March 02, 2007

WELCOME to TAIWAN
it was a disappointing in all
cos everywhere was jam packed with the new yr crowd
end up so many beautiful places cannot go cos there is traffic jam almost everywhere
eeeerrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!


DAY 1 and 2


me and bro posing at the departure hall
me and mum at the hotel lobby in the second morn
ppl say like mother like daughter
how true








visit to the taiwan zoo
pretty lame
but decided to get the best out of it
smile and be pretty for pictures!


i used to be called gapo the frog
hmm nnn goes the little green frog one day
and they all goes hmmm nnnn ARH


miss little piglets hung all over the prosperity tree
so cute
the pic is so 詩情劃意


had to pose with the piglets la .. me ex best frens haha
and an alluring pose in front of the collage elephants



love this la
took it at the night market
fuck u taiwanese jewellery sellers for jacking the prices so high up

3RD day
went to a theme park which intro the tribal villages of taiwan
the red flowers are the taiwan ying hua
very pretty
my mum was like drooling when she saw them
u know wat's the the super positive correlation betw middle age women and flowers


at the tribal performance
had my mum sang in unison with me when we both scolded a woman for pushing us in the crowd
shuffling her son in front ..nearly making us fall down the stairs
after scolding that idiotic woman out loud..
actualli my mum said " 你可以不要推嗎?“
while i gave dagger stares at the woman and said“ 這樣沒有禮貌的人都有 ”
she looked at me..but din utter a word
maybe she is a korean ..haha
cos korean obasang is ultimate rude ppl

太太 。。。。 往哪兒去阿 ?

my handsome bro and ah ma
me and the tribal hut


9 pretty pic with pretty scenery containing pretty human beings
see my new specs?
made in TAIWAN
haha
and cost less than 30 bucks plus the lens
collection within 30 mins
shiok shiok
i know that when u buy this kind of frame in bugis..
it cost above 70 for no lens
wat a big DIFF

sharp shooter yan
i came in 2nd for shooting comp okay
haha
i managed to shoot down a balloon ..which my dad din't
hiaks
had a nostalgia moments too when i spotted the balloom blowing gums
it was so fun to revisit my childhood


sun moon lake
exact translation of the name of the place
the onli recollection of this place is
the 阿婆茶葉蛋 is damn damn nice

4TH DAY


at some special restaurants that exhibits a lot of pottery
even the sink is handmade
cool

pose with ahma
she insisted a few takes...
haha....vain old lady
notice the launching rocket at the last pic
haha

at the flower garden..
where they film meteor garden

see this alfresco area
so lomantic

with my wai po
at the taiwan sic star hotel
we can onli look and drool and imagine ourselves in it
i love the last pic
see my grandma extending her hand out like me
haha



at the miniatures museum
everything is so exquisite and nice
i think yanting will die of happiness if she is here


look at the barbie dolls !!!


i like my side profiles :)


at taipei 101
i actualli went up the top of the world !!!
the lift onli took 37 seconds tor each 101
my god


lovers bridge
but all the ppl in the pics are not lover lei
or at least me and sis still not lover yet
altho our sishood got improve la


last day at the 摩天輪
my wai po was so scared she chickened out
my dad was scared of heights too...
actualli found out my dad has a phobia
when my bro and I were shaking the car
i can see he was tensed
HAHA


lastly...
hapPIG new year everyone


對自己急度失望
本人沉浸在沉侖中
須懸崖勒馬
若一而再 再而三
地明日復命日
必定栽個大奔抖

gosh...am i glad i am a chinese?
simply love my language
wonder why chinese forsake this wonderful and profound language