excitement !!!!!
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
9 more days to liberations........so near i can even smell it.....mmmmmmmm~~~~
27 days more to BINTAN......yea......think its the Banyan tree villa
5 more mins to hit the books again.........
yea ........
some ppl just walk in their own shoes..and only in their shoes
Friday, May 26, 2006
i wonder if u know me ....understands me..and realise wat i need most this time....
i doubt it
when u r yacking nonsense when i am watching my drama mama sob tv....i am scared to ask u to shut up.....
when i am tired and taking a break...i call u...and ill get insulted or sarcasm....
thanks
seriously....have some empathy..if not sympathy
u dun put urself in my shoes and understand wat im going thru.
(oh its not me to say caring words ) wateva.....
if nothing good comes out from ur mouth...then zip it up...
ill have a peace of mind at least
i know my thighs are fat...BUT thats cos i have been fucking sitting down in front of my table for the past 2 months !!!!
i know my face are in terrible state..but thats cos i have not been sleeping before 5 am for the past freaking 1 month!!!
i know u are joking but i still dun wan to be reminded of them CONSTANTLY
PLS.....have sympathy on a fat ugly freaking MUGGER
you have no idea
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
you have no idea how i am going to play after my exams
you have no idea i want to waste big bucks on diving trips
you have no idea how i will get wasted on my birthday
you have no idea how i am going to bake myself in the sun
you have no idea how hot my body will get
you have no idea how im gonna shop till i drop
you have no idea how i am going to dance till i break my back
you have no idea how i am going overseas and enjoy life
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i have no idea i can tahan so long
i have no idea how my results will turn out
i have no idea
i think
Sunday, May 21, 2006
i think the name of my blog is nice....
i thought of it myself.......
a magnifying glass to a microscopic life......so apt....
but who notices it anyway......
well juz a thought
today my sis came to my room and asked me if i wanted a ride to my mum;s stall
i said i dun mind and asked her to alight me at jp .
then i hurriedly close door and change my clothes
the house was empty when i went out of my room....wtf...
she is deaf
i could have read my corp finance notes for 5 mins longer...hahaa
damn..i keep eating...i am munching on khong guan lemon biscuit now......niceeeeeee
and i just had a custard biscuit..( oh i bought a new one after its eaten up by my niao sis )
oooh....taste like heaven...i wonder if khong guan is a man....but he sure bakes nice biscuits....
my mum used to buy like the whole tin of biscuits....and i will practise selective eating...only lemon biscuits and choc and cream biscuits will be favoured while the round...ritz biscuit lookalike..will be left alone....i am like this...my bro is like this...even zee is like this....this is not a personal thing anymore...its a world wide phenomenon....haha....so khong guan...pls stop baking that cookie anymore....no one likes it....
hmmm....just took another bite of the lemon biscuit...damn damn nice......
ok...i vow to join amore which had newly opened in jurong point and promise to exercise 3 times a week... at least i get to choose from yoga...pilates...dancing and lots and lots of diff exercises...anyone one to join with me ......
dancing is wat i like to do....just that when i got fat in sec school....i thot i look hedious...and being in npcc.... marching just took priority over dancing...and dancing looks like marching on me anyway...hahha
macro econs is on my next agenda .....ill be the next john nash.....be the economist who will win the nobel prize..just that i won have illusion of a fake fren and being a code breaker...
ciao......
i love studying......
is this statement credible
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finally my sis stupid laptop is working. they keypad is so kuku...sometimes the i p ! all dun work....i can't' even use the msn for a week. damn..all cos my bro Migrated my whole fresking desktop to his room...but its' good in a way too la. now my comp table is so spacious for my strewning of my books and notes...haa.....
yea 2 papers down... 3 more to go.....and 18 more days to end my misery...so looking forward to party man..
juz a side note...i hate it when niao ppl who buy cornflakes and cereal and keep in her own room finish up my whole khong guan custard biscuits...when i ate 2 out of 20.... really shit man....
when i open the cupboards in my kitchen..i can mysteriously find a ''wan wan'' biscuit hiding in a corner ambiguosly...hoping not to be found. i mean wat the fuck !!! do u need to be so niao .... i think the person who buys the most food is me lo...altho always end up eaten by my bro but still...i never think of hiding them in a corner....tt's lame and niao...and so unworthy of an elder sis ....anyway as th chinese saying goes...'ji suo bu yu wu shi yu ren' ..i shall not practise this kind of niaosm too.....i am rich gerl....hahahahaha.....
anway yanting msg me ur account no. i still owe u money . how much ah cab fare is 12 in total right . then shuling's drink how much
i need a shower
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
wat was thought to be a breeze came out like a thunderstorm....there goes my2 most confident papers....maybe i was expecting too much..like an eighty for each paper....haha..a bit ridiculous...but thot it was possible given how i did the past yrs papers...but yea anywaez all attention on my next three papers and honestly not in a veri good mood right now to really get down to studies....it's juz so hard to be concentrated for almost a month now..juz so hard...
the weather is hot..the notes is boring... my bro snatched my comp to his room and all these unnecessary quarrels...it's taking a toll on me..
maybe a shower will do me good.
i have nothing much to type anyway...alphabets makes me sick....i have been in contact with them for freaking too long ....
i am dying
Sunday, May 07, 2006
from the moment i woke up today...my chest felt so tight....is it becos i wore bra to sleep?
hehe...but it's been so long and i still have difficulty breathing...my chest is heavy and my hear pounds so fast....
something is wrong with me..i need fun...
ppl give me some fun.......
i hope i will live to see my last paper end.....i may not last so long........
someone pls stab me.....
Saturday, May 06, 2006
wake up..alarm ring...~~~
study study~~~~~snooze........~~~~study study........okok....the angel win finally......so wake up...eat breakfast ..study........then lunch....then study.....then restless...then study.....then online ...then study......then nap....then study...then dinner then ....NO MORE study......that's when i am encouraged to keep on living on this earth...i have my Fann Wong drama...and Jewel in the palace..and american idol.....so on and so forth......then at 11......STUDY........study.........study.........study.........ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzthis cycle has repeated for about 20 times.......and it will repeat for another 30 more......
no kidding....
liberation day is so faraway for me.....those liberated bastards......TREASURE ok.....
....then online ...then study......my cycle continues.............