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Saturday, June 30, 2007

lalalala
i juz came back
was supposed to go paulangner
but so crowded
then went daybed bar
but so boring

one got her sweet heart
one got sweet hearts gg after her
oh my oh my..
my eyes are so green
i laughed
i smiled
i danced my ass off
i got a free tiara
but empty i am

fucking empty
i dun fucking deserve anything
just go away and leave me alone
tt's about all im worthy of

dun ask me why im so critical
im juz high

i no longer cry when im high
im juz pretty numbed up

day by day...
my heart is hardening
love from the
past, present , future

im pretty sure i make myself sufficiently happy
i no longer wan to sucuumb myself to unneccesary doubts bout myself
hesitate no more for a fun filled life awaits u !

i dunnoe wat im yacking about
im juz a bitter whiny bitch

cheers to a more confident me
go away u self doubt lowly creature !!




Friday, June 29, 2007

several jobs interview for me
but not looking forward to them
wonder why
i realise after i start working
im gonna be real real faraway from many of my frens who r still schling
but i really dun wan to lose contact or distant away from them
but which i know..is inevitable
i thought of going for masters
but my results nt out yet
well...just treat this interview as a guts enhancing activity la
i may not even accept the job
or worse
they may not even accept me

i dun even feel like growing up
yet i can't take away the 2 in my age can i?
growing up comes with responsibility but oso new opportunities
growing up means i will part with some frens but oso meet new ppl

i miss the connection with someone close
yea u r right..
platonic frenship i shared with my 2 gals aren't the same
but they r enuff
and im so glad i have them in my life

living alone is something worth looking forward to isnt it?

no more illusion linyan :)



Thursday, June 28, 2007

MONDAY DaTe with my official girlfren
Drove to town to get the credit card form and meet mr woo for a super dooper hasty lunch
and off i went to pick my girlfren up
waiting for her downstairs
then went up to her house to pee
then still must wait for her to doll up
am i a boyfren or wat u tell me ..haha
in my mighty toyota!!
slow and bulky and unsightly it may be
it brings me wherever i wan to go!!
and 2 chiobus in a van is the coolest phoenomenum on the road !! haha

sightseeing in sentosa
dun we look like china tourists ?


Pics with the character of 'song of the sea'
but we din catch the show la
bloody long queue and must pay somemore
basket ...
last time musical fountain oso no need pay lor


after a veri HOT AND SWEATY dinner at sakae
we arrived at KM8 ..a beach bar to chill
the setting was so nice and comfy
with swinging chairs and enormous birdcage
haha
i know i am so unromantic okay...



sultan of temasek
look like the throne for tribal king aint it?






sun set..
taking in the scenery...




revisiting my past
getting a sneak preview of my future









veri spastic ppl
Joker= joker face
Queen= niang niang face
King= old man veri bored face
the last one there is a portrayal of disabled jaw....haha








we ordered a bottle of wine ..for 49 bucks
quite worthwhile la
got us happy and relaxed
and our lips stained purple











how can 2 monkeys ever be contented sitting on the bench and do nothing right
so we decided to do some workouts
yanting doing the chicken dance
the sommersaults
and the chinese dancing in the air













u think it's easy right..
let me give u some insights to the freaking no. of NGs we took ok
i swear i fell down so many times and rolled on the sand and got myself so sandy
but all was worth it when we get the prized shot !!











my sommersault ft hiphop movement haha
my aerobics in the air
and my waltz with the fire stick
haha














baby scissors paper stone










adult scissors paper stone
haha...actualli it's supposed to be yt's pic
but she wear skirt and those pics we took of papers and stone are all chao gengs !!
haha
sorry guys..i know u r disappointed













then it was time for some melodramatic moments
i can become an actress liao
let me teach u how actresses cry on tv
Step1 : YAWN~~~~
Step 2: gather the tears ...but keep them at the eyes first
step 3: gek ur eyebrow and squeeze the tears out
step 4 : shen qing kuan kuan look at the camera..giving ur most sorrowful eyes
tt's it folks...
u get ur oscars !!















ask her to cry she end up looking so sweaty...
she cheater bug la..
use water to act as tears..
BOO

















time to go for the 2nd appointment liao
pl xiang qin at prata place!!
haha
















supper at bukit timah prata place
and we had so much idiotic fun there...i was pretty sure the guys thot we r retards
we played truth or dare
and all 6 of us...or at least the 3 girls did unspeakable acts in a super crowded coffeshop
oh god...
we really got no more image
EG. Peilin gotta go the chicken dance..both the cock and the hen
yanting got to imitate cheer leader and shout " c'mon everybody yi qi lai!"
i got to let loose my fringe and keep sweeping my hair left to right acting like a chiobu for 5 freaking seconds
haha
but all was for pure healthy fun















PICS from woo's camera !!
we had a cooking dinner session at my house b4 we went clubbing on wed
and it was so fun
the pics are in rita's camera


the 4 dishes
Fried wanton ( by linyan and rita )
Gu loyok ( by linyan)
Fried rice ( by woo..and assistant linyan)
stir fry vege ( by woo )
boy..was it sumptuous !!


an ANNA sui perfume from woo and rita
so attentive lei..
i had been finding this vanilla smell for so long ..
thanks dude :P
u always got the present i had been eyeing haha
remember the swatch watch ?

kisses flying in the air again !!!!
muacka muacks muakcs !!

the trios !!

love u guys

snap snap snap..so many photos

i already ran out of labels !! haha

the 2 drunkards of the night !!!!

shame shame shame on u ...hahaha

all right

tt's all folks !!



Bruised up
ouch
wo de yao
ouch wo de lian

haha
jus a lil exercise onli end up whole body ache
my god

yan ting
im joinig u on the losing weight regime

together we shall conquer the fats!!

Tuesday, June 26, 2007


BIRTHDAY PARTY AT OBAR WITH LOVE ONES !!


Grp pics taken before alcohol play a part
everyone one look fresh and sober!
and my make up is still intact..

shafiq...the big boss at Obar
and thks to him..we got a table to ourselves..
thks dude !
oh ya! he actualli gave me a birthday kiss oooo :P

Random fun with the cam...

At the stroke of 12....
everyone swamped me with their kisses..
oh ok..not everyone...
haha


I was so damn high already my my beloved miss goh arrived
in her gorgeous turqoise tube
but b4 i even danced with her...
she vanished ..dunnoe go where
the whole night i just rem dancing..
gg toilet then getting drinks..
with mr woo and rita beside me
i cant recall seeing yanting and pl and sw

pics taken with strangers
like giordano
we believe in
a world without strangers !!


me and vin posing...
dancing with rita..
the trios..
and the SOR ZAI face hahaha



omn..this is the truly...
when 1 is not enuff to go around !!
haha
she is seductive vixen la..:)
every guy's dream come true!! haha


the ladies !!!




the fall of the fall ladies....
ok...onli 2..
they know who they t..
definitely not ME
i am the survivor of the night !!
haha




After partying till dawn
and puking till morn
we left the house for a camp at 9 am
shagged
and we participated in their activities ...
tell us we r superwoman..
*
*


my squadmates who were present for the campfire...
short and sweet ...and heart warming as we sang the cheers with gusto
something we had not done for so many yrs
and we still rem the cheers
wow...
" as we walk to the left as we walk to the right** train to be a leader to fight for our land ** campfire's burning bright campfire's burning bright** banana of the world unite **yo..my name is joe..i work in a button factory ** " ya da ya da ya da...


then out of no where ..... the whopped out a cake !!!
totally unexpected and extremely touching ..extremely..
thanks to bao bao and liqi for takign cab down
and thks to fl who bought the cake...
thanks to all those who participated in this lil conspiracy ...
i like...~~~


i swear i was so touched i cried...haha
boohooo

my mu xiao ...
really love nanyang so much....
my sm...
my npcc...
muacks !!

we had a stayover in school..
and we chatted the most girly stuff ever attempted among my sm..
we chat about hair...
about makeup
about double eyelid stickers
about boyfren...crushes...
watever girly shit u name..
my frens have all evolved and grown up into ladies..yeay!!

an activity is used to do in JC
i will draw eyes of diff color and wear to amuse my frens..
come to think about is..
i am a clown reincarnation..
seriously...



My cadets !!
those yellow shirts and blue slacks are so horribly figure hugging
and unflettering
but surprisingly so filled with identity
i missed wearing it actualli...
i am always ever ready to pose for a pic...
**cheese**


A few days later...
the three of us met up for a dinner at
SUN with MOON
a veri high class place
but normal food
i wasn' even full after eating lor
thanks babes for the treat :)


then it was off to yi xiu's birthday chalet at changi...
luckily for us we had a chauffeur ...hiaks


we were so sociable we became the cake cutter cum distributor..
eve tho we onli know 2 guys in the whole chalet
the driver...and the birthday boy..haha
the little boy in the pic is so cute
when it was time to sing song
he was standing with the birthday boy...and they blew the candle together
after the lights came on..he said "one more time!"
then we lit up the candles again and sang one more time
he blew the candles one more time..and said "one more time !"
hahaha

wooo..the cake is delicious

miss goh....chio dress ya


the mahjong freaks !!
and the rendezvous couple !! haha


we so love mirrors...do u?

alright...
end of my yet another lengthy post

i am so tired right now...
i am having a couple of camps the next few weeks
if the dates are confirmed with me..by this week
im gonna be real damn busy for the next 2 weeks!!
anyone wan to do camps with me oso ??
good money~