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Sunday, December 31, 2006

CHRISTMAS

A fun filled christmas eve at my house playing Risk and Monopoly
before we head down to Ahbuneh's house for christmas steamboat session with our squadmates
Those present were :
Lan Lan
Yanting
Zhen
Shengwei
Bao junior
shi hui
qianning
Liqi
Linyan

Not bad hor!!!!



Miss babooseng boiling the broth
i used chicken feet to boil the soup
added a few pepper seeds
to make it taste like zhudu tang
but when i tried to smell the funny looking chicken feet
i nearly vomitted
not that is is rotten
but it has a nauseating effect to it
everyone was fine except me
after that smelling escapade
my mood was down zero
cos i cannot get that smell out of my head
it doesn't help that i was sick that day



luckily..
my mood was saved by sucking on a piece of zesty orange
suggestion of qianning
wala!!
the "shake it shake it" spice we bought is wonderful too
it added so much flavour to our bbq meat
5 plus for a small bottle is indeed expensive
but it is worth every cents
YUM YUM

next up is the ever favourite choc fondue
within minutes
we had to prepare another bowl of choc dipping
sinfully sweet !!
i wanted to celebrate dongzhi by making tang yuan and dipping into choc
but this idea was overrulled
oh well....

finally everyone rested on the sofa with a big bloaty stomach ....
the onli disappointment of the night is that everyone left so early
the outing felt really empty at the end of the day....
prrrrrr
luckily there was a mahjong session to save the day
or i'll feel really really down

new yr is coming and i'll be spending it at my mummy's stall
as usual wan la...

new yr resolution?
-
study more
eat less
exercise more
sleep less
weight loss more
stress less
laughter more
tears less

Happy new YR
Gong xi gong xi gong xi ni ya..gong xi gong xi gong xi ni !
haha


Friday, December 29, 2006


Ladies night at O bar



miss goh..ong mei nu....jac...and me
at the alfresco area
shot by shafiq
all sober and pretty and refine and lady like




the girl with the sharpest nose i've met
envious ~~~~

our portrayal of friendship
or is is lesbianic display
we r the 3 cranky frens who never fail to piss each others off
yet still wan to meet up so often
just to piss each others off


in a sea of clubbers
i dunnoe this malay lady
she just provides us with shots by helping us order at the counter
who says ladies are bitchy
we make frens ever so ready :P



me holding the magazine " spray on condoms"
me lemon-smiley man
and the twister girls
as usual i dunnoe this girl too
she just happened to come into the frame when i wanted to take a pic

guys.....read this article
a new invention is coming !!
the condom works like this
u put ur dick in the hole
the it will spray some thing on ur dick to coat it
become a sprayed oni condom
how cool is that
now guys dun ever complain condom reduce sensitivity
hahaha

50 percent tipsy
so much so tt yanting started to puff
haha
notice the yellowish stuff in our mouth?
tt's an advertorial for sunkist lemon
haha

he sprung a surprise visit on me
which really did shock me a lil
haha
but he said i was hot
so i forgave him

me and miss contradiction

at the toilet
80 percent tipsy
i saw a girl putting makeup on
and i actualli requested to borrow her blusher
under the influence of bad lighting and 5/6 shots
i successfully made myself into ah hua
miiss flower
****
look at the third pic below !!!!

100 percent tipsy
look at how we were laughing and screaming away
look at my cheeks too !!!!


how hot is this
how often do u get to see 3 girls smooching away
see my cheeks again !!

in the taxi on the way there
ong mei nu is angry at us for being late
as usual
ask miss goh

fun night
juz had a lil too much
giddy in the morn
and poisoned liver
more jia jia liang teh for me now

Monday, December 25, 2006


My Buds and I









Found these pics in my comp and realised they have not been posted
tsk tsk
how could i have forgotten
my belated birthday at newton circus
with my 2 great pals

me and miss rita
think she had gone for exchange
hmm
good for her

mr vincent and his chou tai
haha
so long never meet already
this was in this august
how long ago

kindred souls
haha
Mr Akimbo
wonder wat pose he was trying to do
-_-

Chai Peng Ah di and Ah muey
haha
long story

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that was me 5 months ago
tan
fit
healthy
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now
fair
flabby
no stamina
slack
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hai

Sunday, December 24, 2006

7 days of limited sleep has taken a toil on my body
cough...cold....fever..sore throat..running nose
just name it
not forgetting the heartache whenver i see any hospital scene on tv
time to move on , i tell myself
i had
but some thoughts just linger
some linger a little longer
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Grandpa: I am going to the market..anyone wan sweets?
Me: I WANT !!!
My Sis : eee..u always cheat us...in the end never buy wan
Me : Ah Gong ..I WANT !!
then my grandpa came back
this time really fufilled his promise
he had a polo sweet in his hand
i gasped in happiness
holding the sweet and haolian to my sis
she began to feel upset
then my grandpa laughed and took the sweet away from me
he broke it into half
and shared it betw us
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i actually held his bone
and slowly placed it in the urn
i did not know wat to feel
i was feeling empty
it din feel like my ah gong
but in my heart i know he has been reduced to crushed bones
no tears
no heartache
no pain
cos i dunnoe how to feel anymore



Thursday, December 21, 2006


In Loving Memory
words cannot describe my loss and remorse
Visit your folks more often if u have the time






Wednesday, December 13, 2006

CLOSE SHAVE !!!!!!!!!!

i hate taxi drivers who think they are god of the road
FUCK THEM
imagine stopping at a traffic junction to pick up passengers !!
not just b4 ..not just after
but in the middle of the fucking junction !!!!
too bad my mighty toyota buttocks is too big
it covered the view of the hooligan taxi
in the end
i was the scapegoat
i kena honked at by the cars behind
fuck
like i can do anything
so kena block and kena honked
i decide to steer out of the lane
i check left check right
but forgot my van is super dooper blind to blind spots
juz as i steered to my right
ONE BIGGER VAN shaved past me
I MEAN SHAVED
i heard the screeching sound of the tyre as the driver did and emergency brake
he steered off course juz to avoid me
toally my fault
i immediately broke out in cold sweats
with a wave of my hand
"to meekly show i was sorry"
i sped off
and beat the yellow light
for i refuse to be stuck at the same junction with the uncle
tho i'm really sorry
i scared he'll show me his third finger
zee reprimanded me
saying i steered too much to my right
without thinking of my feelings
by then from city harvest church to NTU
i was on 3rd gear
onli when he realised the fear on my face
then he softened
i really had cold sweats on my forehead
that scene was so VIVID in my mind

sorry uncle
fuck u taxi driver
and fuck u the honker



Sunday, December 10, 2006

i feel bad for the recent outing aka fenglan's birthday
henceforth
i propose ANOTHER FABULOUS wan

NEXT SAT 16TH DEC
AT LINYAN'S HOUSE
EAT DINNER OF ANY STYLE PROPSED
MIN ATTENDANCE OF 4
AGENDA WILL BE MOVIE MARATHON AND MAHJONG MARATHON
MIN 4 ARE REQUIRED TO STAY OVER

i believe in u all
dun let me down


had been on a dvd marathon
in just three days i had finished watching 4 eng movies and 3 long hindi movies
not forgetting the 3 movies i watched last week
goodness gracious
am i ever gonna study?

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i thot to myself ... now wat

is love ever enough without compatibility?

Friday, December 08, 2006

how do i go about setting up interviews for me?
my future is gloomy
therefore i am gloomy too
i am also angry at someone who is throwing away his chance in uni
a chance which i am deprived of
yes
i am angry
i nag
i scold
cos i care

congrats ong mei nu
i need a ride in that lil' black car

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

YUNDING
literary top of the clouds
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went to genting
the fiveth time
hahaha
this outing is a whole family mobilization trip
a cool 18 members went
we had a whole coach to ourselves
tell me how shiok that is
i dun have to worry that i lowered my seat too far back


magnificent view
two little cousins of mine never went out of s'pore before
and i had a great time toking cok with them
they were so excited when old they were going up the clouds
i told them to catch the clouds and put them in their pillows
the next day they really tried grabbing those clouds
children ~~
on the coach to genting
at the hotel lift lobby
just woke up from a barely 4 hours sleep
the previous night onli clocked in 2 hours of sleep
thus my puffy eyes


a rojak
me my bro my paternal cousins and my maternal auntie
she veri buay paiseh
a pic supposed to capture youth and vitality
is spoilt by an intruder
haha

my ah gong and ah ma and my auntie and mum
my ah gong said something veri hurtful when i tried to take this pic
he said" i dun even look like human already still take pic for wat?"
cos he was sitting on a wheel chair as he has diff walking
how sad is this ?
he is digging at his own plight
i'll never forget this phrase
he is in hospital right now
a day after coming back from genting he had a heart attack
he has been in hospital for a week or so now
when i 1st saw him
tears burst out of my eyes
when i saw his frail body
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aye

my mummy with this tree

my bro and aunt and I with this tree

me and my mum with this tree..aint it popular!!!!

my mum and aunt.....
yes this tree

me by the river....haha ..pond la

my granny and us ...with the tree again!!!
how limited is genting's scenery la

2nd day
at the theme park
it was hols and the queue for every game for monstrously long
for those who din know
there is this think called express pass
meaning i can jump queue blatantly right in front of those pathetic queuers
just for 13 ringits extra
the whole day we just felt painful behind our backs
cos all were throwing dagger stares at us
haha


at the pirates train
complete waste of my time
the 'scariest' ride of my life
completely nothing inside
just a lone trail woth graffitti on the walls
and a few skulls here and there
wat lousy efforts



the space shooters
thrill man
how many times have i sat it?
countless


i had to take this memorable pic
on the tobogan ride
which i was denied of two years ago
cos i was over the weight limit
now i easily went past the x-rays scan of the human eye
without getting stopped for measurement of my weight
gone was the humiliating past

me and my bro at the dragon ride
told my cousin to take for us with the dragon head
he took from back
how dumb is tt


@ the theme park fountain

a cute red london bus


my bro's stupid idea
he made me look as if we were trying to pry open the sealed doors of the tel booth


bad shot by my cousin...again ~~~


i heard one joke ages ago
about how to deal with a rude caller
phone ring ****
U:hello?
rude caller: is john home
U: yes he is. bye

got it? no...?
nvm

the antique car
1st time sitting on this
we actualli need to step on accelerator tp move the car


my elder cousin of 6 days


does it look like a family pic?
haha

that's my didi

my cousin sis

he's the one who gave me a 30 buck red packet on my birthday
funny~~~

we were damn cunning
we purposely took the last 2 cars and rode damn damn slow
halfway thru the track
we stopped...got down and took pics leisurely
my bro was actualli standing on the track to take this pic
haha

3rd day

him trying to catch some clouds
not easy task cos the clouds kept moving
one moment u thought u had the angle
the next it's gone


i am the gladiatress !!!!

me on the horse
heehaa!!!

my bro and I
this is actualli outside the zhichar restaurant which fed us the 3 whole days
luckily for this stall
the food in genting really sucks
they have this van to fetch us from the hotel
great service


on the deers

linyan and the giant fruit basket

linyan in wonder mushroom land

alas......i'm home
and the start of my serious studying