Thursday, February 28, 2008
unexplainable sudden urge to get in a state of drunken stupor
am i sad?
not really
am i happy?
not really?
sometimes i am empty
sometimes i laugh when ppl joke
sometimes i cry when felt like it
sometimes i just stared blankly into my computer screen
sometimes i am happy when weekend is approaching
sometimes i dun even know what to feel
sometimes i feel i am stupid
sometimes i feel crap
most of the time
i just feel lonely emotionally
time to gather yourself together girl
Labels: i miz ya
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
im alive!!
just a tiny scratch...still shiny as ever...just need a little polishing
which i am doing right now...
3 times of gym and yoga a week..
is bound to be good
time to be strong and live life your way
I am single
But not alone
Thursday, February 21, 2008
it's a thursday
it yuan xiao jie
it's chinese valentines' day
and im fucking high on wine
fuck man
life's grreat baby
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Sistahoods...
hw many more years to go before we all settle down and get married man
i guess a long long long way cos there aint no more good guys around us anymore

girls night out...
it would be picture perfect if my dear pei pei was there

alll are camwhores la...

my dosage of thambi. making fun of drunkard. with mr nice fringe
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Guess how i celebrated nian chu er??
yes...
lota ang baos and lotsa beer!!!

with my ladies again...

i was totally dressed for the new year occasion
nice scarf yea?
brought me good luck can...i won in black jack haha

impressive 'sexay' dancers...dance all the waykneeling on the ground
with 2 very unwilling frens for a picture
2 ugly girls
2 chiobus
tt;s why i say i cannot be muslim-----------------

a very jovious me..
totally high to the max

tt';s all follks
my life is pretty fine now
having as much fun as i probably could
no. i am not empty
no. i am not lonely
no. i am not pathetic
LIFE's GREAT
Labels: the yaya sisterhood
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
morning gorgeous...
helo princez...
mere jaan...
sweet but so what....
shaking legs now...
ought not to...
gotta gather my concentration...
and get back down to work...
by the way...
nice dinner yest...
2 more days to weekend...
can't contain my anticipation...
the arrival of the 'once-a-week' weekend...
hope i am missed...
as much as i do...
stop floating girl...
Labels: floating~~~
Monday, February 11, 2008
after 6 days of hols....
i am so pampered to the max!
really dun wanna go back to work man.....sai...
but one cannot be so nam nua la..
ai pia zia eh ngiah! haha
aiya freakign random thots here la
happy.sad.hilarious.excited.disappointed.cosy.sweet.empty.loved.stupid.lame.laughter.
they pretty much summed up my CNY for this year, very complicated mixed feelings i must say haha
independence is lonely sometimes but slowly, the sweetness of it is seeping in.
seriously doubt god will be nice to me again. thanks anyway..
Labels: thots out of the box
Monday, February 04, 2008
you must be playing tricks on me..i knowmaybe then it's due to i reap wati sowthere ain't no meaning i'm just tryin to makeit flowmy mojo has suddenly reached anew lowA mirage around me so itdoesn't showI know I know it's a bigNo NoMaybe retri is gonna hit methree foldAlas AlasI feel so cold when the coldwind blows..Labels: inner
Sunday, February 03, 2008
pictorial updates!!!!
short hair vs long hair...
i refuse to comment on them as i am too tired.
night**

Labels: baboo loves o bar