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Thursday, May 31, 2007

An interesting story from my fren gohpulu

a man , a fren of her fren , was driving home one day...late at night...alone
then he caught a glimpse of a white shadow on his right
he quickly turned to his right....but saw nothing
when he continued driving..he caught the white shadow at the corner of his eyes again
he immediately turned as fast as he could..but still saw nothing
puzzled...he scratched his face....
and found a grain of rice on his hand


HAHAHA
aye...this story must be accompanied by real life example then funny...the head turning and all....
but still..it made me burst out laughing...
something that is missing in my life...

well....today was psycho paper !!
god must have loved me cos watever i spotted came out...
muacks muacks muacks ...god...whoever u are and whereever u belong
it was a success and i wrote hell lotsa things
juz hope they seemed coherent to the examiners
well they seem like it to me tho....haha
give me a H
give me a U
give me a double R
give me a ay
wat's that HURRAY
wat's that HURRAY
wat's that HURRAY !!!!!!!!!!

I was so oppressed the past few weeks
i went for a retail therapy
and my..was it therapeutic !!!!!!!
1 hr of concentrated romping

2 tops
2 shorts
2 necklaces
1 necklace
1 shoe
1 dress
1 bag

damage = $250

WHOA!@#$%^&*()

there goes my grad fund trip
fuck ~~~~ haha
but i love my loots ....sweet....

Tuesday, May 29, 2007



everything i do..i do i for you.....

Monday, May 28, 2007

it was onli 10 am..4 hrs into my precious sleep when the drill started pounding on my ceiling
i thot my mum was vacuuming the floor
when suddenly i felt my bed shook
i went out .. lia gong !! and asked my mum wat happened
indeed she was vacuuming
but she was no match to the drill on the 8th floor
fucking hell
must renovate today la
cannot after my paper ah
i lacked of sleep and i was irritable
tried mac.. but was way too tired to concentrate
and the SI GINAS din help by running arnd and screaming
OH AH BE AH SUM BA EH AH ROTI PRATA CHAR KWAY TEOW !!
who on earth say such a long chant for a mere guessing game?
fuck...kids nowadays

last time we onli short form k... orh ah be ah sum
now got the ah eh ah..somemore add in roti prata char kway teow
why not chwee kueh hokkien mee rojak too!!!
stupid idiotic kids

well i surrendered and went home to sleep
trying to conquer the drill by blasting p3 in my ears
it helps a lil
tho i was drfting in and out of consciousness whenever the note of the songs soared haha

then 2 pm i decided to go down to void deck to study
it was windy
serenen
quiet
and condusive to study
then..............
ORH AH BE AH SUM BA EH AH ROTI PRATA CHAR KWAY TEOW !!!!
fuck !~!
this seems like a curse to me la..

stupid kids ..u all beta shut up or i will

ORH AH BE AH SUM BA EH AH FRY U UP LIKE HOKKIEN MEE FLATTEN U LIKE CHAPATI AND DIP U IN CURRY LIKE A CHIAM TAU LORTI !!!!!!!!!!!

dun mess with a woman who has been studying for the past quarter of a yr.....




beautiful girls wun u say...
chinese mix portugese mix srilankan
sexay

hey u...
yes u...
ya la..that ang moh there
can i borrow ur sperm?
er..no sex..
juz sperm..

hahaha

Sunday, May 27, 2007

wake up
study
eat
study
nap
study
eat study
watch tv
study
sleep
guess wat's the next step
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did u guess study?
WRONG
it's WAKE UP
hahaha

someone pls kill me or save me from this agony
CHEY!!!!!

Saturday, May 26, 2007

我不直得你的好
對我越好
我越內疚
希望你能放下曾經
擁抱未來

心。。痛了

淚。。干了

愛。。息了



Friday, May 25, 2007

have i ever told u i love beer?
have i ever told u i love geting high?
have i ever told u i love RnB?

have i ever told u i hate vodka?
have i ever told u i hate exams?
have i ever told u i hate being fat?

have i ever told u i love fried tofu?
have i ever told u i hate pig small intestine?
have i ever told u i love cereal prawn?
have i ever told u i hate hum in fried kway teow?

have i ever told u ....
i can be happy with my life

Thursday, May 24, 2007

Dinner at sakae in harbour front centre
Chilling at St james Power station
Supper at jurong west S11
power day after my second paper
considered smooth sailing paper la
just wun be fantastic cos i din feel i produced a powerpacked answers

well well
2 more papers to go




me and rita..who juz came back from canada...been nine months since i last met up with her...






anyway something is wrong with blogger again and all my pics are in scripts when i blog so i dunnoe wat captions to put for each pics cos i can't even see them in pics form when in drafts
fuck la..
let the pics do the talking anyway haha

nice chilling at st james...
really a solid band performing there
and we saw a fren in jc who was the lead dancer
woot...sexay~~
haha

after hectic day of 'no sleep till morn paper' on morn mid night
and " come home nap 2 hours" after my tues paper
and "eat and chill till drop dead" tues night
i actually went for a " lost 4 bucks" mahjong session all the way till wed 7am
and that was not it
i was woken up by by parents shouting at me on the phone for a 400 bucks summon cos i parked my van at the rubbish chute there
i tossed and turn in my bed
all ready to burst into tears
b4 realizinf ,after 2 hours of agony,
my parents lied
THEY FUCKING LIE
to an innocent daughter
who purely wanted to park their for their convenience
so that they dun have to climb up fuck freaking storeys
damn them
hahaha

Monday, May 21, 2007



these are the ppl who had autographed on my life
i am onli 22 yrs old
but i'm blessed with many wonderful frens arnd me
and have wonderful experiences
i am not a warm person i know
i always forgot to wish u happy birthday i know
i dun msg with the frenliest tone i know
but i love YOU ALL
you know?

ppl who appeared in the slides...
or ppl whom i may have left out
muhje tumseh pyar hai
means i love U

i love u all....i jus never say
Sunday, May 20, 2007


Saturday, May 19, 2007

PuRRRRRRRRr
PIcs found loitering in my comp
was too dark to be uploaded i guess
picasa rocks big time !!

it was taken on my birthday last yr at zouk
love the lights !!

take a look at these pics !!!
a few days a ago..
a fren of mine made a comment
" linyan !! u r so white !!"
ya .then i realised i am a fair pig now...
fuck ...
look at how tanned i was?
wat happened to my golden tan skin
haha


pics never been uploaded b4 .
they are my council mates
i was dark like charcoal
prolly juz came back from phuket tts y


i miss being taned already]
tho i state that i wan to be fair this year
haha

now this is the fair me
far less sexy
not forgetting to mention fat me


these 2 pics are ultimate white
OMG
see the crab beside me? haha

ok la
need to study liao

go tanning after my papers OMN

Friday, May 18, 2007

arrrr...bubububububu
grrrrrrrrrrr...bububububub
frrrrrrrr...bubububububub
prrrrr....bububububub
kacheek kacheek kacheek cheek cheek

sorry
the panadol menstrual pill and my antibiotics are causing hormornal upheavals on my mental health

i will flung the upcoming fianance paper
!@#$%^&*()

Thursday, May 17, 2007

just trying out

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

answer for ur own actions
pay for ur own stupidity
bear ur own consequences
suffer ur own loss

fuck u ly

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

CLUB is fun
and it makes us DUMB
check out my stupid puffy tear stricken face
so lame i tell u..
both em and yanting were wailing and howling for dun know wat not shit
haha

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ooo....i like this pic.... both of u s were still sane then...

i love making faces ..esp when i am 68.9 percent high...


cheers to our frenship !!
check out the pic on the right
we were so right bout the deadly shots
cos it made both of us sick the next few days
i am still having fever and sore throat and flu now...
bloody irritating

i have absolutely no idea who these ppl ah
we always make new random frens with the help of the frenly tequila
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CLUBIN ON last wed
wasted omn and her 2 caring frens
hahaha
While waiting for gpl to come..we were nice smooching away
u see...we just love each others so muchie...muacks !

Hmmm nice... we are the girls with the bangs !!
see the manipulative yanting..always hide behind me so her head seems
smaller than mine..illusions i tel ya all..illusions..haha
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I FUCKING CAN"T BLOG WITH BLOGGER
Monday, May 14, 2007


Saturday, May 12, 2007




HEYO
greetings from obar!!
i will blog my clubbin pics next time
simply too much to blog now
anyway blogger is fucking down
i have to post my pics up one by one thru picasa
Damn
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Braised peanuts!!!
i like.....really really nice
but they charge us 2 per plate
!@#$%^&*


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wat a spread right
been so long i can go out town and eat things like this
SHIOK
samn sui chicken is heaven
the ginger sauce is beyond this world
the handmade tofu.....mamamia
and ah gong fan shu ye
gohpulu fav ..haha
i swear i was so full after gobbling down the food
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Me and Mr Woo at san chong liang jian
the samsui chicken is simply delicious !!!
the tofu is damn nice too
finally found my zhi char buddy

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at the eng wah cinema
watching spidey
so low class la the seats
torn and tattered and a lot of stains
somehow they on the lights when we entered
totally spoil mood
watch movie sypposed to be black black cannot see finger ma
the cinema is so bright we can see stains on seat
wah liew


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my face finally comparatively smaller liao
haha yippee !!
my make up look so light here
i thot i dida lot liao
he even said i looked gothic
haha wait till u see my clubbin pics then u know wat goth is hiaks

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eh...dun ask why i took this pic
juz xin xue lai zhao..
hahahaha
i actualli had to use picasa o brighten 100 zillion times to see myself
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i love my blue eyes..... but not obvious here lei.....
actualli..i love the purple which i previously worn...MORE
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i swear i wanted to check my blue eyes out
i swear i din mean to be so zi lian and took so many pics of me
haha
i swear

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Tuesday, May 08, 2007




Greetings from the onli exams haven end studying freak


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