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I feel for you..Lebanon
Monday, July 31, 2006

As the fucking agressor Israel is raining bombs and missiles onto villages where little children are killed.....YET the United Nation announced a BREAKING news.
GUesss wat was it. Fucking ironic. As the footage of war torn lebanon is plastered all over the background..the commentator said: " UN warned Iran to stop all nuclear related activities or else face possible Sanctions "
WAT THE FUCK? small children are dying in their sleep ..mothers are carrying the lifeless little bodies and crying....injustice is being done to lebanon and UN can nicely discuss about IRAN??? and make threats at Iran? Iran face possible sanctions when it is developing nuclear powers. BUT when the fucking Israel is killing people... guess wat UN said.... ( they are deeply saddened by the sudden change in stand of israel ) ....
DEEPLY SADDENED?
WAt is USA DOING??? Fucking pressurizing on UN not to critisize Israel. WHY? Becos israel is the onli non-muslim country in middle east......to protect one jew ..it is worth to kill a thousand muslims....
So Much injustice is done by USA and his freaking allies..when is it ever going to stop?
ever heard of any muslim country bombing USA? Has anyone ever stepped onto USA grounds and attack them? Is 911 really true? who is osama? wat is a terrorist?
who is the biggest terrorist? are muslim terrorist? are all terrorists muslim?

all these while ...muslim countries are being oppressed....but US propaganda has successfully created this mirage of TERRORIST attitude towards muslim countries...
i mean wat the fuck la...
how many ppl died under the hands of US forces?
how many ppl they killed in Afgan? In Iraq?
why is it that OUr own singapore newspapers is helping US spread it's propaganda?
notice how big the pic and headlines will be when 1 ..yes fucking 1 US soldier is killed in ambush.
but when have u ever seen a mega headline on how many children and women died in IRAQ or Afgan
1 US soldier got burned...and half the newspaper page was used to enlarge the pic of the Us soldier being hanged.....
How about heaps and heaps ..piles and piles of innocent civilians US had killed with their missiles and bombs with no eyes !!!
dun tell me u r onli targetting on army base camps....
dun tell me no civilians were hurt....
fuck anyone who believes this shit

Israel bombed a village yest night at 1 am.
about 37 children killed out of 60 plus dead ppl
the Israel made a comment.
" if ppl sleeps with missile and bombs...they may not wake up the next day "
He is fucking saying the ppl in the village are hiding misiles and bombs in their houses?
wow...wonderful excuse...
results? the ppl in this village are just normal civilians with no bombs ..no missiles...and awarded a " sorry i thought u were sleeping with missile...i thought " from Israel...

just fucking like USA.... " sorry ....I thought u have nuclear waepons in IRAQ ...sorry I killed so many Iraqi Civil;ians becos i thought wrong "

I mean can the world Voice something? Let the muslim have their own world man.... wat democracy? FUCK democracy.... wat is so great bout this USA democracy? the middle east wan their own way of life..wan their own culture...they are minding theoir own business so Bush Of hair..u MIND URS TOO

i reallly cannot stand it anymore when ppl picture US as the world Saviour... """ oh here comes US ..our saviour....""" oh oh....pls help us exterminate the terrorists"""" oh oh..liberate the women in the middle east."""""
however the point is....the ladies in these countries wan to remain this way.... they are cool with covering their bodies up....they dun wan democracy...they wan to retain their own culture....they dun wan to be westernized.....
making them remove their Burkha ( if this is how u spell ) is like asking a 150 kg woman wear a Bikini.....

i was watching BBC.... COS I BOYCOTT CNN.....everyone shud boycott CNN....they are Us propoganda

i am really angry....
i feel really grieved for the young kids....
i feel for their mothers....
i sometimes feel for the muslim countries too.... cos the opressed becomes terrorists and terrorists become hero...miraculously formulated by propaganda...wat a wonderful and powerful weapon
i feel for them....
but i am powerless...
If i am rice.....
I will Kick That Bush of Hair

let the war stop la
PLease lei

sucks
Saturday, July 29, 2006

i have sore eyes.....
i have heavy flows.....
i have bad stomachache............

i am going phuket in 4 days..........


fuck

living on impulse is FUN
Thursday, July 27, 2006

the past week has been involving numerous impulsive decisions.....and i never ever regretted them...
sun- i woke up in the morn and felt fat and decided to head down to amore......results : 1 hr of kick boxing 1/2 hour of ABT exercises 25 mins of jogging and 1 hour of gym......SHIOK

Sun- mahjong session kena cancelled ..lan lan...dunnoe watto do..... miss ong mei nu wanted to eat oyster omelette and chai tau kway and drink beer ....so i suggested my home . i bring back the food and she the drinks... within one min...ON ...results : the whole night filled with lousy and lousy jokes....intensive research on phuket hotels ( cos we r going next tues!!!! ) ..and VERY INTENSIVE brainstorming session on our upcoming flea market !!!

Mon- whole stay home with miss ong mei nu..sian....helping her churn out her 2000 words report....double sian.....lying on my bed after dinner ..nothing to do..triple sian......miss ong mei nu noticed my predicament......so suggested KTV.......within 30seconds we were on the phone asking for the rates.....and within 5 mins we were out hailing for cab..the next ten min we were choosing songs liao...now that's wat i called efficient

Tues- planning to go amore for a workout session again....but ong mei nu suddenly suggested going to town...within one day spent 110 bucks on a handbag...a pair of pumps.....a spag top ....and a pair of capri three quarts.......a satisfied consumer I am

who knows wat impulsive decision is awaiting for me tom.......

have u had any impulsive decisions?

health is wealth
Monday, July 17, 2006

something's wrong with me
one night of soup for dinner and now i feel like i have constant gastric for 2 days already...
and i dun even know if it is gastric...
just noe that this feeling sucks
my stomach is empty..but yet it feels full...but yet i'm hungry..when i burp...my stomach feels as though it is wringed from inside....it feels sour and rancid....
my said chew some gastric tablet....i chewed like six? not working at all...
i feel sick in my stomach right to my throat...
it's not food poisoning cos i never laosai...
my stomach never pain...
but i feel nauseous though..
i had a fever last night..
i have no appetite for food...
my burp taste like acid
i feel fucked right down to my guts
and my boyfren is in malaysia..
damn....
and yanting chalet is on tues
and i CANNOT toast her !!
and i cannot drink the red wine i am going to bring...
and i cannot get high together and starts kissing one another and saying i love u to all my pals

i have a lousy stomach and horrible horrible digestive system
i can't touch durian glutinous rice cos my stomach will just stop functioning
pls dun torture me anymore...
i have something wrong with my uterus my stomach...i have weak teeth and gums...i have undergone 3 root canal for my teeth..i have weak knees that give way when i walk
wat the fuck man....
just let me be healthy...i forgot to make this wish on my birthday....

rewish?? pretty pls....

san-tou-sha
Friday, July 14, 2006


this has got to be the best sentosa trip ever...cos he finally decided to build a sandcastle with me..like after 2 yrs and 9 months together?...
we bought food for pinic which we barely finished....cos the ants conquered them...they are the most MOST IRRITATING animals on earth....exterminate them ...i have this feud with ants....i just fucking hate them !!!
the funny thing was i tried my best to get as much sun coverage as possible on my body...while he was dodging the sun ..trying to hide under a bridge....IRONY.....
i was applying sun tan lotion while he was applying sunblock.....IRONY....
but the day was beautiful....with nice sun..not blazing but enuff for a nice tan....satisfied hunger.....not damn tasty (cooked by zee :) ) but not too bad......ice cold milo..now that is shiok.....and a full platter of longan lychee and rambutans...an hour of sandcastle building.....watching him build...trying to create his masterwork by incorporating his engineering knowledge....as usual..eyebrow knit together...ONE WORD....fun
and of course the tan is superb !!

i got this shades brom style magazine....but i have no NOse bridge.....they call us MUNJEN...meaning yellow ppl...damn i wan high nose bridge la....


i always love to take pic on the blue line bus...it feels like the start of a holiday....i think sentosa has successfuly created a feeling of a resort island...it makes me wan to go back again and again....

the sun ..the sea...the sand......the sky.....the mE !!!

the trees ..the cloud....the waves....the HIM

this is as close as a full length couple photo i can have....

something is wrong...i keep having this blue line under wa

tever i typed/damn

i like this pic....:)
and this...Lovely...(with a little bit of slang )
our mini pinic with a babe eating lambutan
~~~sexy~~~
bollywood star.....
the king and his kingdom..haha...
building taj mahal.....this is my playground..let me introduce..i have 2 stone bench 1 slide 1 balancing beam..1 river and a bridge over troubled waters...haha..and most importantly...a rubbish bin...cleanliness is veri important to singapore u noe?
there u go..the Taj Mahal....he even designed a water defence around the castle...but it was a flop !! when water touch sand??? they become laosai.....
we were trying to connect the castle and the playground river together....from his fortress..he was going to pour the water with velocity along the water canal he built around his castle and through to my river which had a bridge over the troubled waters...haha...but b4 the troubled water can form....his fortress collapsed liao.....ORH....wasted....
so he got pissed... and stomped on his Taj Mahal....the best part in building the sandcastle is to stomp on it la....simply shiokness !!!clean and refreshed....talking bout bathing....the newlyrenovated toilet at palawan beach is absolutle gorgeous.....it makes bathing in sentosa an enjoyment...even the shower head is so special.....it is actually a wooden log adjoined to all the cubicles....and when u on the tap it jjust sprayed down vertically over ur head...no fear of ur clothes kena sprayed due to the angle in the olden times....Nice la....
posing outside the toilet....for absolutely nothing...
next up...Luge ride....i had to treat him cos i lost a bet....shit man..
we were in the sea and i told him i can throw my cap onto the shore...like how easy right...i was about 5metres away from the shore.....and i was so damn confident...but in the end....it went up in the sky and dropped in the sea again...dun ask me how and why...i am puzzled myself too....i was third in shotput in sec school..i even beat a track and field shotput opponent...so..YA
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next ...pics of extremely happy people..
too bad we cannot take pic while on the luge rides.... that would have been cool...
ok lastly...let me end off with this cool notice.....
ciaoz...


lazy entry
Monday, July 10, 2006

i have so many photos my whole comp is gonna explode man...
these 2 days had been mahjong day for me...sat night at my house and sun night at ah bao's birthday chalet...
sentosa on fri was by far my happiest trip to sentosa cos i finally did wat i always wanted to do....to build a childish sandcastle !!!!
and we even went for the luge ride.....TWICE....shiok....both of us sped down the slope with god's speed...sniggering at those we passed ..haha....but they are really damn damn slow....or maybe they were prolonging their ride haha.....
plus....i got sunkissed again !!
one more step to being an ahbuneh already

first thing first.... Bintan photo

Enjoy ..i shall blog properly when i got more energy....ciaoz

sun kissed
Monday, July 03, 2006

i came back from bintan liao....
not that fun actualli...
too damn expensive....
nothing much to do there oso....no surfing...no big waves.....no crystal clear water....no beach hunks...no banana boat...shit man.....all that i'd imagined did not come true...so disappointing....

but all hope's not lost...for i may be going to phuket veri veri soon !!!! too DAMN SHIOK...anyone wan to join me and yanting?????? this july 21/22...five days four night !!!

today just came back from malaysia..stayed at wendy's house...and ate at some kelong ...supposedto have nice and cheap seafood....end up okay onli la....

anyway i veri tired already...zzzzz ciaoz