Tuesday, October 24, 2006
TO GIVE OR NOT TO GIVE
I was away in one secluded corner of Singapore conducting a camp
a lone poor man decided to end his own life
leaving his wife and 2 child behind
with all the debts overdued
the only way out for him was to jump off the track
kind samritarians went to the funeral to offer donations
hoping to tide the family over
daily, the newspaper splashed the amount of donations collected
from 100,000-300,000-500,000 !
that is half a million you know
how about those needy NKF patients, cancer patients, handicapped
who faces the prob of poverty all the time?
wat do singaporeans or the government do when these needies are still alive?
who wans to donate to NKF nowadays?
who will buy a ticket for 2 dollar on the street which claimed to be for charity?
how many actualli buy tissue paper from old ppl?
so now why the sudden compassion?
why..
the power of propaganda? paparazzi?
or becos someone died
when ppl are alive and need donation
we complain of charity fatigue
when ppl are dead
we rushed to offer donations
and so much somemore
is this really compassion
or simply singaporeans love to put their leg into tabloids
to be part of such a big saga
i have no idea
maybe for the next few months
we'll see more bodies in MRT stations
more blood splashed on the tracks
more gruesome death accompanied by a sobbing family story
then they will become millionaire in a blink of an eye
i am not saying this family is not pitiful
they are
the boy even studies at my bro secondary school
this is totally not personal attack at them
i just find irony from this matter
stunts like swallow fire ..climbing stair made of knife
using tongue to stop the fan.....walking on top of a 30 storey building etc..
are no longer enough to attract donations
this large amount of donations simply encourage more poor ppl to follow in his footsteps
and the newspaper just keep on keep on publishing the large amt of money collected
making the money the main focal point
making a big hoo haa big saga out of this
committing suicide is no longer a crime..it seems
newspaper...
pls spread the correct message around...will YA??
i wonder
how many more suicides have to take place before singaporeans become suicidal charity fatigue again
why only help them when they are dead?
why not start by buying a few tissues from poor auntie?
why not start by stop increasing bus fares?
why not start by not employing so many banglas?
why not??
the rule of feminism
think i broke the rule of feminism and it is driving me nuts
this is really testing my limits to the max
u betrayed me
u disheartened me
u saddened me
all cos of the crown of glory on our heads
my god....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sorry ..i had said
:) .....i had given
explainations...i had offered
patience...i had rendered
wat more u wan?????
it's so tough to be frens
pls do not treat me like ur boyfren and expect me to kneel and beg for forgiveness
oh my god !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fuck the rule of feminism
i wish
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
i wish i can quit you
i wish i can walk out on you
i wish i can just erase you
i wish i wish i wish
i wish i knew how to communicate with you
i wish you knew how to with me
i wish you will understand and stand by me
i wish i can hear your thoughts and not guess them
i wish i wish i wish
i wish your promises are real
i wish i can put blind faith in you again
i wish you are worth it
i wish we quarrel less
i wish i wish i wish
i love you
but i don't know for how long more
and i dread that day coming
can you pls take that day away?
i wish~~~~
loki's birthday
Monday, October 16, 2006
the gang present for the party at ROUGE
b-day boy and gf
picture perfecto
them
US
chiobus
suay gui
yao siu kia...
his way of grooving to the music....
cheers to u too...
wat are the indians toking about?
possibly
"KILL the pAKI"
almost a group photo ( several eyes closed)
PIMP no.1 (our eyes closed)
PIMP no.2 (their eyes closed)
the birthday boy and I ( his eyes closed)
my boyfren and I ( my eyes semi closed)
shit..caught red handed
got knows wat i was doing
but i seriously wasn't digging my nose
like anyone will believe...
so yea..i was diggin my nose
haha
kena saboh by ahmad....dunno wat this drink is called....
some flaming thing ...really got fire....
his fringe nearly caught fire...
within seconds....he was down...
and he was sucking from the straw for a whole good minute..but yet he din managed to finish all...
god knows where he placed his straw..
haha
a lil' anecdote of his drunken stupor
1am: he was dancing crazily on the dancefloor...grooving to RnB music while fervently hugging and kissing his gf ( whom he dun even hold hands in the public when his frens were around )
1.20 am: he was lying down on the sofa.....smiling in his dreams
1.30 am: evidence of wat he had for dinner were revealed.
2am: he was dragged outside where he continued puking
2.05am: all of us came out...and saw an innocent boy..with eyes as wide as goldfish's...looking at afar....somewhere veri veri far..where???? somewhere realli veri veri far...haha
he was in a complete daze.....i had seen ppl sleeping , lying down, talking rubbish, being unruly and loud...but i had never seen anybody looking so far away before....without blinking his eyes...
2.20am:they took a cab and went home.....all the while....his eyes were wide open..looking veri far away......
even the mad cannot take it....
look at his agonizing distorted face....
wat if i had taken it..~~~~~
unimaginable
Thursday, October 12, 2006
i am a china doll now
juz a lil fatter
and less porceleined face
and less slender limbs
and less smooth and silky hair
but ya...
i am a china doll now
hair dye
hair treatment for split ends
hair cut
total damage 98 bucks
ouch
read
Sunday, October 08, 2006
a bunch of girls were inside a cell-jail
the new inmate was sitting quietly in one corner
why u looking so glum?
my boyfren was a dick, came the reply
tell us about it , chorused the girls
'my boyfren abused me. i'm jailed for stabbing him '
'my boyfren cheated on me. I shot his lover'
'i was raped by his buddies ....for money. i cut off his dick'
so, how bout urs?
'my boyfren shouted at me, and he apologised , i'm here to avoid him'
-i'm actually enlightened by my own story-
never ever
Saturday, October 07, 2006
never felt so wronged before
i am not a punching bag
never had such uncontrolled sobs
have i given up hope?
i think i have
wo tao yen ying du ren he pa ji si tan ren
wat is effective communication?
HOLLERING
driver...
Friday, October 06, 2006
oh yes...finally i drove my dad's van around liao
i will not try to disguise by saying "vehicle"
cos i am not ashamed to be driving a VAN
even though i maybe be less vulgar looking
less experienced looking
more meek looking
but hey...i can still change lane without hindering other road users..
i can still "smooly smooly" drive my van la
my license arrived
my mum says i look like shit
i look like an auntie ..
in her 30s
fuck
this license is follwing me for a lifetime
damn
anyway..my new name is punching bag
that is how i'm treated
yea ..i gotta get used
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
at the restaurant eating buffet.....wat a spread....buffet i know was usually fried noodle....sausages....some vege....some fried finger food...BUT....this time was juz SHIOK......we had a counter for freshly roasted beef....there were duck in orange sauce....baby beef with some stew sauce....garlic pepper big prawns....sweet and sour fish....ginger and onion beef....tempura prawn....seafood there were crayfish...flower crab...oysters...salmon.....there were oso sushi.........and the funny thing is..they were closing for renovation on the 27th of sept...we went on the 23rd..hehe...heng sia...
look at the dessert !!! zee was crazy the moment he saw them...there were bread milk pudding ..choc fudge pudding...at least 10 types of cakes..... 6 type of mini pudding in cup....choc fondue with unlimited marshmallow and strawberries....we were wacking onli la....
snapshots during dinner......except for the big headed ghosts.....all were zee's doing...but hey they din turn out too bad :P
took us great pain to get 3 nicely taken pics at the grand stairs.... such great difficulty plus we look like 2 idiots..one from china and one from india feverishly snapping photos haha....
modelling on the stairs..... i look like shit i know ..that's why there is so MUCH editing done !!! haha
cheese !!!!!! finally dark choc looks nice smiling.....a blue moon has risen
sweet moments at orcahrd station.....i love this backview.....
look at my siao char bo hair style..... well i tried to style with mousse and all...and initialli it looked nice......but somehow...in the end...haiya....it looked ok actuali....just look like mrs bombastic....hahaha
just finished watching andylau's movie...tong mong qi yuan.....cry like shit....see !!! my eyes are all swollen..dunnoe why i cried so hard...maybe becos he's an old man....i always have soft spot for old ppl......
brushing teeth together is by far the most intimate thing to do as couple hahahaha
bo liao....
was so lonely.....
not anymore !!!
my editing skills sucks btw
ladies night...
Sunday, October 01, 2006
Ladies night with my KAKISSSS
went to bakerzinn
then to balcony
then to new mongkok restaurant for supper
then took night rider home...
haha losers....
i inherited some of indian genes i guess....
i am a drunkard.....hiak hiak
the seats at balcony are so special...
they are actualli shaped like jigsaw puzzles
miss ong mei nu
my forever on kaki
and thankew for helping zee with the present
the forever lunatic rubbish spewing miss peilin
she is the most confused and contradicting human on earth
she saw a middle aged man walking on the road while she was driving
and she said " look at that drunkard"
we asked why she said that
she said cos he is an old man walking wierdly in the middle of the night
turn out the uncle is actualli a tired bus driver from SBS returning home fom a late night shift
poor uncle
we reached the kopitiam for supper
she saw a man eating noodle by himself
she said "this man veri poor thing lei...single and no girlfriend"
we asked her why she said that
she replied cos he is eating alone wat
~~~~~~~~~
drowning our sorrows....
we love boozing sessions man...
beer make us satisfactorily high..without getting over the top
juz the way miss omn likes it
advertorial for heineken
~~~cheese~~~
tried to take for miss ong...
but either my photography skills sucks or she fail as a model....**haha
the ladies .....
rem the carlsberg adver?
**huu huu ..huu huu....huu huu hu...huu huu...huu.huu.uhuuu....UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU**
i love u baby bla bla bla bla
i am a better blower than miss ong mei nu...
**wink**
blow the bottle la...haha
the mouth has to be shaped like a bird's peak
look damn ugly la ..haha
2 big heads coming together posing
she says sucking our mouth will make us look thin
i think it makes us look corny...
lousy idea...haha
i am always fascinated how do women or model pushed their shoulder out and tilt their bodies and head for sexy poses.....
we tried..with no success
at the moost we look liem wanabes....
the booze getting in already
starting to get crazy...
then it's supper ...
i'm veri tired already...
got a few pics no captions but never mind la..
a picture speaks a thousand words....
good night
my boyfren and I ( my eyes semi closed)
i inherited some of indian genes i guess....
i am a better blower than miss ong mei nu...
