tired...
Sunday, February 26, 2006
tired of worrying..tired of being paranoid....i hope rainbow really comes after a rain....
to hell with all these nonsensical hallucinations.....
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i am so proud of him today....scoring a hundred..his first ever hundred runs for a cricket match....well done boy....
now u know ur potential and hope u are ready for the real tests ahead...
but i can't help but worry for him....
about his studies...
well..guess i should worry bout mine first....haha...
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stop hallucinating bitch
and go away bastard
tired...
it's V-day...
Friday, February 17, 2006
I just really like this photo...hence i decided to post it up... hahaha.....actualli i had created a long post on my v-day... but when i blogged it... it says..i am not logged in....so the whoile freaking blog is lost..i hate th
is man...really hate it...
but anyway..i like this pic ..:)
i totally cannot control the layout of this post....i dunnoe how my pics got pasted here and there....but heck it...just wanna post and be done with....i so hate technology sometimes.....but yet i cannot live without it....cos today when my fuse tripped...i had a hell of time...no tv..no comp...no fan.no light...lucky i was gungho enough to go push the button my self...haha..
when i more free then i shall RE_DO my post.....damn it.
A Primary 6 composition- True story
Friday, February 10, 2006
An Unlucky Day
Faint rays of sunlight squeezed their way through the purple curtains , casting a mahogany lighting over my eyes. Groggily, i managed to pry them open . Devils and angels are fighting in my mind again...yet again , which has already been included in my daily routine. Angels won finally , and i dragged my feet to the toilet. Time for school.
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I looked at the contacts lens casing and i thought to myself , " today i shall have a sloppy and studious look. it's spectacles day." After scowering and scavenging around for new year's leftover crumps of cashew nuts biscuits and egg roll, i decided it was time for me to dress up and get ready for school. Well, not really dress up for i decide to do away with the make up which was a neccesity for me in the past.
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To put it simply, i wore my tee-shirt with a cotton three quarters pants , briefly combed my hair, wore my specs , took my bags and off i went. It was 8.20 and i had just enough time to reach school on time, not that i mind being late :) . From a distance of about 100 m from the bus stop, i could see 2 buses coming. However, as i was in the non-chalant mode, i decide to act cool and meandered my way to the bus stop. The first bus went off , loaded with passengers. The second bus was still at the bay, by then i was 50 m away from the bus stop. The last passenger got onto the bus , the bus was moving off. I was 20 m away from the bus stop.
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All of a sudden, a woman dashed out from nowhere and flagged the bus, and the nice bus uncle stopped to let her board. I was 10 m away. And at this eleventh hour, a voice came to my mind.
"If i board this bus, then i confirmed won't be late. and i can chop good seats for myself and ym fren .. it's onli a few steps effort." Without hesitation, i picked up my speed and ran for the bus.
And this turned out to be an SOC-standard obstacle course. and i think i got an F for it. I ran across the grass patch, the woman was already boarding the bus. I had to go faster. Oh.the woman had boarded the bus.. i cannot let the whole bus wait for me... veri malu....run faster....so fast was my speed that i had flown into the air. While i cannot defy gravity, PLOPPED!!!!!!!!... no need for further explanations
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So lucky was i cos i had to fall on the grass patch with small concrete slaps. ** u know little little concrete in the midst of grass patches along the pavement. like little little stones jagging out*** yes ..u all got the picture. and yes it hurts like hell..
So let's continue from PLOPPED !!!! i flew , together with my slippers, my bags , my wallets and the contents in my wallet. and miraculously , b4 i fell, i had a few seconds to think' Shit .i am going to fall. DAMN ' . When i finally hit the ground, the pain din really register in my mind. Rather , my face was searing hot, i wish i could dig a hole and hid in it ( familiar isn't this? i like to use this when i was a p6 kid) .
Just then, one nice uncle came forward and helped me with the wallet and bag while i picked myself up, COURAGEOUSLY, and wore my slippers back. the uncle returned my wallet and asked if i was ok and lightly chidded me for running on that uneven grass patch. I murmured a thank you and looked up. MY GOD !!!
The bus driver uncle was actually still waiting for me. KNOW WAT IT MEANS? the whole freaking bus and i mean RUSHHOUR-FREAKING-FILLED UP- LOADED WITH PASSENGER SBS TRANSIT BUS was still waiting for me.
Now it was really a "spectacle" day for me. ( look up at the second paragraph)
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Not wanting to be defeated, with the spirits of a fighter, i boarded the bus and utter another thank you to the bus driver. But the uncle was just so nice that he had to speak with all the powers in his lungs" xiao mei are u okay??? why must u run??? last time i also saw another person falling down at the same spot. aiyo dun run ma ...." thanks uncle.... i think the rest of the passengers knew how re xin is the uncle too.
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So as usual, after facing with an awkward situation, the best way out is to.............. ACT busy. so i picked up my handphone and called zeeshan and complained bout my mishaps ..bla bla bla. A side not. i was trembling cos i was quite shakened by the terrible fall. so when i was talking to zee, i had to put on a brave front . I told him i was okay, but i wanted continue talking to him for i was still veri malu. However he was late for school , so he asked me not to waste his time... AWWW how very hurtful.... so i put down the phone.
It was then i realised my right palm was bleeding. And my left leg was burning, a hot sensation starting to surface from under my skin. i peered down, ( as i din wan to attract too much attention on my injury) and was shocked to see i was bleeding from my shin to my foot.
But being the brave gerl who has the spirit of a gladiatress... i was calm and composed. as serene as serendipity ( a movie name. just think it ryhmes).
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When the bus reached the inter-change, it was then i realised how fucking ... yes how fucking my leg was. i can't even alight from the bus properly.... as i limped my way to the mrt station.. .. my leg burning with senstaion..bloog trickling down from my palm... i became increasingly agitated with my fall. I WASN'T in a hurry.. ..I WASN'T meant to take that bus if only that woman din dashed out..I DIDN"T have to run for i REALLY WASN'T in a hurry.... so why did i had to fall down.... yes.. u know i know and god knows.
i was shaking..my heart beat still racing and my leg still throbing...i called zee again. onli this time i was calm and composed.. i wasn't putting on a brave front. I cried. wailed to be exact cos it was really a terrible incident and i din realise how bad the fall is. i decide that after such a fall i shud not punish myself further by having to go thru school for the whole day..so i detoured and head back for home sweet home.
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When my Mum saw my leg..she went into a frenzy ... getting the disinfection soltuion and iodine and all... while my dad stand at one corner and laughed out laughly. " i have never seen pigs like ur size la HAHAHAHA" thanks. even the anonymous uncle and bus driver cared for me more than my dad.
my mum was nicer..i decide....i love her more... hahahaha..
anyway she suddenly said something...
" mei mei.. this year u fan tai shui.. dogs and cows have to go offer prayers to the god to pray for safety " ..
so now i know y i fell down.....
haha
so all ppl born in the year of god and cow..pls go bai tai shui.
do not follow in my foot steps.........
unbelievable? believe it.
Saturday, February 04, 2006
yanting doing foot massage...and the young girl !!..she's too young to have any ailments right? lucky bitch la she.
peilin and yanting...
the donut trios...
breakfast in the morn....
the 'sexy, pouty' donut trios
outside a mega shopping mall la... so many shopping bags right..
drinking the super diluted tea....
'mong nong' effect...like in dreamland
see the first in line? it's an ang MOH !!!!! who says singaporean are the most kiasu ppl?
cool bitches...
she's supposed to be at the beach....not airport..haha
me and him la...
me and pei pei at the airport
Friday, February 03, 2006
the previous blog was of no relevance at all now. it was a rubbish spewing and touch and go post. nobody would have bore it in mind right? as i say.. all of u are welcome to take the pics if u see ur faces on them...i mean seriously.....ppl who know me well will just read and forget bout it....
however guys just dun understand gerls well....
my bf buddies really think i meant wat i said... hai...but anyway...maybe it was a lill too harsh... i dunnoe... frens always side with frens dont they? well...i do.........
.............i just cooked spaggetti...and just waited for 2 hours.... no sign of him returning yet. i am so hungry.....i can't get used to having dinner in the weeeeeeeeeee of the night....
guloo guloo.~~~~ that's the sound of my stomach...
where the hell r u....
is man...really hate it...
