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all's well end well....:)
Wednesday, October 26, 2005

ALAS !! I feel fresh air again. suddenly there seem to be a sudden surge of feelings btw us again.
someone's changed.....
for the better i must say.
used to make me gasp for air
well, now still, but in a sweeter way
gone was the constant moodswing frowns
came the mersmerizing twitching brows.
(i plucked his eyebrows for info. looked fantabulous now.)
now whenever i hear his sounds
so familiar, yet my heart still pounds
what a spectacular sight to see him swing his bat
'i will win the game' , his mind set on that
a girl sits quietly on the steps
watching him proudly, while perspiring out in sweat
(haha damn unromantic i know)
he's my man and i know that
just hope that fate don't twist this fact
i dun wan to quarrel and make us sad
i just wan us to stay intact.
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all of a sudden , i feel girlish again. that's wat love is all about.
i love making jellies for him.
i love walking up and down the aisle of NTUC to buy the cookies he like to eat.
i love making nuggets for him.
i love plucking his eyebrows for him
i love to see him cut his nails.(so engrossed and serious..so cute)
i love his sharp and straight nose
i love his long eye lashes
i love his veins on his strong arm
i love the slightly bulging stomach after a hearty meal
i love the muscles , which are still invisible.. but coming...coming....
i love being pampered
i love being cared for
i was told never to let go of someone who truly care and love u
so i won't
i love u..............................

SIZZLING HOT CALENDAR
Tuesday, October 18, 2005


I present to all of you, the ' SI DA MEI NU ' Giant calendar poster. The four beauties are none other than :
1) Miss Low Liqi. 20 yrs old. currently unattached. outgoing personality. captivating smile with pearly white teeth. miss march, july, nov.
2) Miss Chew Sheng Wei. 20 yrs old. currently attached to a macho and sleepy guy. sweet and gentle. an alluring air about her which attracts many guys. miss feb, june, oct.
3) Miss Ong Yan Ting. 20 yrs old. currently undergoing an "it's complicated" status. Sunshine gerl with a nice tan. great body with big assest. miss april, aug, dec
4) Miss Wong Lin Yan. 20 yrs old. currently undergoing an 'it's complicated' status. humourous and enthusiastic. erm. not so good body. plump plump. but sure can find 1 or 2 guys like. :)
miss jan, may, sept
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to order, pls drop a comment and give me ur e-mail add. the poster is @ just $1 per piece !!! so hurry !!! while stock lasts.
alternatively, right click on the pic and save in ur own bloody computer , u bloody pirates !!!!
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CALLING OUT TO ALL SQUADMATES. WE NEED 12 MODELS ON OUR NEXT VISIT TO SENTOSA !! SO WE DUN HAVE TO REPEAT.
I'M TIRED. IT'S VERI TIRING TO PASTE ALL THE PICS TOGETHER. GONNA TAKE MY NAP. cIAOzz

that someone is ur good fren? think again...
Wednesday, October 12, 2005

i recently made a fren whom i clicked with like **tick~~~*** juz like a snap of finger. We can joke laugh and talk together... and cos of him.. my cricle in school widens... i socialize more and have more frens hanging around me. we clicked so well we even planned to take part in the singing competition.
BUT ...lemme sing u all a song again.

"hao hua bu chang kai..hao jing bu chang zai.."

veri soon... he revealed his real self bit by bit.....
1. he pronounced himself to be damn generous..always lend money to ppl ..and always kena taken advantage by his frens.
a) BUT he can't even treat me to ice milo when i just lend him ten freaking bucks for supper.
b) Dragged me out to play pool in the middle of the night and caused us to take cab home. i paid
partial for cab cos tt's all i have. and one day i bought contact lens solutions from him ( this
part is veri long so hang on. ) cos he's working part time. so in total the amt is 72. and he
hounds me fore money claiming that he is poor. *** side track*** bloody hell... poor still go
out in the middle of the night and sian charbo...must take cab home and still go drinking. ***
back~~~so he msg me his acc. no. and ask me to transfer. so i replied i'll transfer 62 to him
cos he owed me. U NOE WAT. he replied " Cab lei? pool lei? " wat the fuck. pool is 3 ppl
share lei. 3 bucks per person? and cab fare is like 2 plus short of wat i had already given him.
okay never mind... pay him back la. but in total onli owe him like 6 bucks right? but he veri
smart . noe wat he said? [ just pay me 72 la. i treat u to lunch next time]. so there my 4 bucks
gone liao. and did u all notice his tone? machiam like he is rounding down the money ... as
if it's to his disadvantage like that....bloody shit. as i dun wan to make a mountain out of a
molehill..so i dun kaykao with him then. then come another infuriating incident. we were
supposed to sign up for the duet right... he was in school but dunnoe y he cannot sign up
himself. he called me and asked me to sign up the next day. so ok lo. AND NOE WAT. i went
to school and saw the booth RIGHT OUTSIDE THE CAFETERIA. he blind issit ! so i realised
in the end i must pay 8 bucks to sign up. ** chinese. *** he really good at his ru yi suan pan
but i am no sheng you de deng too !! haha.
then veri soon...he msg me and start to hound me for the money again. so i msg him he owe
me the comp fees ( to clarify. since he kaykao..i oso learned to be stingy towards him) so i
msg "i'll deduct accordingly k. "...
72-4-4=64....
simple maths right? but u noe wat he says? " aiya just make it 70 la" .......BLOODY HELL ...
he sounded as if he veri wei qu right? like so ya ya papaya . C"MON man... i am at the losing
end lei. i end up paying everything. and the money i lend him end up kena SWALLOWED by
him. i know 8 bucks is small sum.. but i am not bothered bout the money. it's the attitude.
i am so disgusted cos he used to boast he's the most not kaykao person around. PUI ****!!!
at this pt..i feel like saying fuck. so............FUCK.
so in the end i end up paying him 70. cos if i keep on being calculative..i'll stoop to his level.
which is not veri glorifying to do.

2) He is veri self-centred
continue from the singing thing. just last week, i met him in school... and he told me. " hey i going for the super host audition by channel u tom. if i got chosen then i dun wan to take part in the talentime liao. "... and i told him " HUH i paid for the entry fees already lei." ....he said" aiya..never mind lo." ... OF COURSE..NOT U PAY WAT.... he say like so qing song can... like as if he was the one who paid for it. damn irresponsible. if he succeed then chuck me away. if he lose then he come back find me. and note that the singing comp dun clash with his watever lameshit thing. he just felt he have too many commitments and he wan to concentrate. ...but anyway he msg me on sat. (which was the audition date) " hey .. go get the karaoke cd version. we split cost. help me get Wu Bai's cd too. ".... wah..why must i get it..y can't he get it. i buy now but confirm i wun have my money back. and u realise something? haha... he din get into tt channel U thing tt's y he U TURN come back find me. .... so u see..he just like to shirk responsibility. always making ppl do things for him. he already asked me to do many things for him when we barely knew each other. i told him i cannot find the minus one version song online and that i was supposed to go on a camp. so i won have time to find. then he just shrugged his shoulders and point to his frens who were oso there. and say " aiya ask them help la. " and he walked away. damn fed up la.
in the end. i told him i dun wan to sing cos my voice like shit already. he can sing his own solo.
so yes i paid for the comp. but i walked over. to hell with the money. to hell with him

3)He is so full of himself.
when he fails in something. it's always someone else's fault and not his !!! lemme start. once upon a time........ a boy who was veri confident that he'll pass with flying results for his econs failed his papers when the results was revealed. of course he can't accept the fact. esp when the ppl he taught b4 all passed. he say he came out of exam hall and he tallied all his ans. he sure he confirmed correct. ok lor... believe him. but u ownself fail u cannot condemn other ppl right.
someone told him there were 2 diff markers and he believed he kena the tough marker. so he kept lamenting on he damn suay la... study so hard still cannot pass...and harp and harp on it for more than an hour. he dun focus on where he went wrong but is he suay then he will fail. i tried to tell him that Uni of London is such a pretigious college so it's quite impossible that they will allow such sub standard marking. but he dun listen and kept complaining he suay. nothing else..plain suay that he fail. right ..ppl have the freedom to believe wat they like right? so nvm.....one day we toking on the phone..and once again he complained of the econs thing again. he asked me wat's my results. and i said fifty something. he replied" oh..so u noe where ur standard lies liao lo"... i was confused . and probed. he replied " ya la. if ur paper is marked by the strict marker than u confirm fail lo".... CHEE BYE KIA!!!!.... so i snapped back at him " eh! u like that look down on me lar!! how u know my papers is not marked by the strict marker? ".
then he say the strict marker will never give so high wan. ~~~yea yea yea.... he can continue lamenting on his poor luck. but lemme say this. if u are a first class quality ( or so he claimed )...watare the chances u'll dropped to 30 just cos a strict marker marked ur papers?

4) he's a damn rude guy and he never listens. maybe onli to himself. haha
one day i came back form work at my parents stall and was yacking to him bout a rude customer...it was supposed to be a normal complaining when he started to lecture me on proper customer service. so we started exchanging diff views. so when ppl took a diff stand as him... he'll think we are trying to argue with him... and say that my tone is veri rude...so he rude back. i was merely trying to tell him that that rude customer was really quite rude.. and he was not there at the scene so he can't assume. yes.. things maybe a bit heated cos we are 2 headstrong ppl. but c'mon.. it'snot serious wan. but u all noe wat he said? " i dun wan to tok to u anymore. bye" ........ KNN... from normal complaining to this rude end? so i put down the phone.

all the above events are not in sequence... but they all add up and equal to..... he sucks..

open ur eyes big big b4 u make frens... heng the onli advantage i was taken of was a mere 8 bucks. haha....