fetish.........
Sunday, August 28, 2005
I am in love with shorts... maybe due to the 'sweltering weather'.....anyway this word is used by many ppl in many blogs i came across...so decided to act cheem...but actualli i am quite cheem...just that the whole world doubt my ability to be cheem... no one believed i wrote the poem...even my own boyfren thot i cut and paste from somewhere... this is so saddening.. GP is like my onli subject i can shout to the whole world tt i can be proud of... but i'm being doubted... hahaha
back to my fetish.......i love shorts....have i told u all already? hmm... haha...and while my body was buring with the slimming gel , i went into a frenzy shooting my whole wardrobe... took out all my jackets and shorts and snap snap snap...
got angle... backdrops... lighting.... positioning... veri similar to proffessional photoshoot la.. haha
i noe i veri bo liao.. but i just thot of that to blog...
i think i want to look younger and younger as i grow older and older... last time i used to wear until damn chaolao.... next time i shall blog the now and after transformation k... haha...
anyway just wan to say it's really true tt ppl crave to look diff from the stage they are at. when u r young...u freaking wan to look chao lao...then when u old and breast sagging...u wan to act kawaine... so *&%$#@.....
anyway let the clothes themselves do the toking.
next blog i shall post my fat and ugly pics....
till then !!!!
i finally bought this top at bugis after trying on about 5 to 6 other colours...thanks to that idiotic peilin... urging me to try every colour cos she said trust her taste but in the end all colours sucks on me..except this... yeay......
yest night can't sleep and i made myself a 'earrings hanger' !!! dun u find it irritating that u always can't find the pair of earrings u wan to match with ur clothes...or the right one without losing the left ones..well i am frustrated so i came up with this idea!! i intend to expand my collection though...haha
YEAH!!... went to bugis and got this at just 18 bucks...i love the belt...yanting oso got a similar one... copycat is a rat... haha joking ...this shorts is a little tight... so if i eat a lot a lot then the button will piziak!!! haha.. but i'm slim down and i know it :)
a veri veri good cutting board shorts from OP.... it's quite ex too..38 if i am not wrong... but the cutting is one of the best i've seen. it's not like others that wrap around ur leg when ur leg is the fattest. it's fit and snug on the hip and slightly A-cut so that there's room on the thigh. but yet..short enuff to look sporty..... haha.. costly...but i love it
isn't this nice and sexy? haha,,, another prized shorts from zee.. actualli it's not a shorts...it's a bottom u wear with a bikini if u find the original bottom too skimpy. but nonetheless..i love it !!!!
my birthday present from zee.. but he have ulterior motives. his aim is to buy me more and more shorts so that he can throw away my (hated by him) FBTs....dunnoe wat he has against them. haha............this short is from top short. at 16 bucks. not tt ex but veri comfy. and if i have slimmer and tanner legs... it'll look damn sexy !!! tt is if onli i have .........
a nice and casual kakki shorts from giordano.. bought it during sales..from 34.90 drop to 19 plus... good lobang....i can wear around the neighbourhood. i can go jp with it. i can go to school.. i can oso go to work in it. it's tt versatile !!
a meaningful espirit jacket given by zee on V-day...i haven wash yet cos i scared the material will stretch... ewwwwwwwwww..i noe....haha
this is mine too!! bought it in malaysia's petaling street..aka.. chop chop chop ur head street..cos they give absurb pricing..
bought it at bugis on fri with yanting and peilin... they say this is the classic version of addidas jacket. well i dun noe... dun care too... i juz like the colour !! i think this jac is damn gorgeous....
u noe i love u
Saturday, August 27, 2005
i wan to spend happy times together....i wan understanding from u. i think we lack understanding. if the other party wan to do something... just let each other do it ... give and take sometimes....
i really dun wan to quarrel as we are nearing the 2nd yr. time is too preci9ous for quarreling. but u r forever the one getting angry.... i am so lost....i really dunnoe wat to do. i am so frustrated... i dun wan to be on mytoes all the time. i beg of u....... dun give this relationship such a hard time k....i really love the times we spent together when we are on nice terms. rem the time we spent chatting at the play ground? it was so nice .... but y can't we remain like that forever...if not for longer....y are we always quarreling on little little things? i dun wan to quarrel...but i just can't stand u being pissed and giving me attitude... over something so so so trivial.....
let it go la..... but without giving me attitude
i wish we can live with each other more amiably.
if u can't change ur temper.... then i dunnoe anymore..........
i am puzzled....
quarrelled again.
but i seriously dun think i did anything wrong. everything went as planned. it was reported to him the day earlier...and had no problems with tt.
you can't expect me to change my plans all of a sudden right? y must u react in such a violent way? y is everything i do being magnified in ur eyes? i dun wish to change my plans to meet u made u link to me not wanting to meet u as much as u want to meet me. then y the hell do i take my sat off?
small small things wil be blown to gigantic issues. why? why do u like to be angry so often? and this time so unreasonably. so last min and u expect me to appear right in front of u in a snap of an finger?
if i dun wan to meet u then y do i go support ur game? y do i always come and find u for dinner?
yes u r sick of meeting around the neighbourhood ..but we have to make plans b4 we go out right? i told u long ago i'll be going out with my fren then y do u kick up a big fuss in the last min?
i dunnoe when u'll be pissed .
i dunnoe wat i'll do to make u pissed.
i dunnoe how i make u pissed.
i just did.
y must u give attitude? y can't u be a bit less temperamental?
i really dunnoe wat to say anymore. one moment u can make me so happy so happy.... the next moment u'll pissed me off so much.
u say all u wan to do is to make me happy... but am i? think .... how many times have u lost ur cool for the past few weeks? how many times have u been unhappy? how many times have u given me attitude.
if i've done anything wrong. tell me.
love at 2
Thursday, August 25, 2005
dedicated to u.......................
they met on an island
entwined by "Elizabeth"
not attracted to one another
yet friendship flowered
the sun was schorching
the sea was sparkling
their canoe bobbling
they both said nothing
her feet trudged along the tracks
cursing at the heavy haversack
he appeared behind her back
(and interviewed)"miss are u feeling quite shagged?"
they were schoolmates before the camp
they became good pals when it ends
one day he came up to her says:
"hey friend"i think i have a problem at hand"
there's a girl in the group who looks so fine
whose smile grips my heart like a vice
wondering if you will be so kind
to help me make the girl mine"
the girl was just a passing cloud
for he soon decided he wants out
but his heart began to melt
melt by the girl whom he had sought help
one fine day, the girl read a mail(addressed to eliz)
to organise an outing but to no avail
she knew he would feel sad to fail
and replied. Which hit the nail !
mails flew past between them daily
their feelings grew steadily
they studied together happily
not before long, holding hands lovingly
1 yr 11 months passed.........happy anniversary my baby.... it's cool and fun being in a inter-racial relationship...though there are some difficulties...i believe we can overcome these obstacles.... love u babe.. hope u enjoy it
HELP
Saturday, August 20, 2005
appealing to the mass.....i need help... i dunnoe how to create a tag message thingy.... i dun even know how to insert links to my other fren's blog. ...u dun have to say it out...i noe i am loserish ..haha............
so if anyone noes how to do it...tell me k. thanx
recently i just bought 2 tubes of cream from SASA.... those that claim can melt the stubborn fats away..... haha..i noe it's stupid but i chose to believe it. ..it boasts of chilli ingredients which will birn fats..... GOSH..... n i think they really really put a lot of chilli inside the cream. i feel like i am sambal belachan myself.... my whole body so spicy la.....but nvm this is the price of beauty....i just pray my going thru hell will not be in vain...... hee
his 'charming smile'... and that diamond earrings....."which i love"... hhaha
aiya...left this pic out.... see that foreign dish there?? eeeeks.. din quite trigger my appetite
the restaurant
SEE THAT BUNCH OF HAIR STICKING UP? haha belong to an ah gua manager of the restaurant
hmm YUMMY
me rit and vin. at cream bistro pacific plaza. my jc council buddies.
rit and vin... take with rit then so natural smile..haha
me and vin.... he says his face looks too fat.
erm... this time i think his turtle neck prob back again...so must retake
tada!! finally nice nice together
give me a break
just came back with vincent and rita from a movie. the maid.... quite scary ..and plot veri nice lei.... and we had dinner at cream bistro too. the meal not bad..just that my salmon look a bit like lao sai... and not to mention ...the nice vincent treated us to the dinner... thank u thank u :)
as i am writing this supposedly happy post.... i am trying veri hard not to burst. my inside is already in flames......wat have i done this time...i really dun understand. explain things to him he still wan to be pissed..... his friends are venomous..i dunnoe y they like to joke.... joke bout wat fuck? i control him?
anyway can't write much bout it here.... it's public...
i'm so tired.
sick of guessing
sick of pampering
sick of being a punching bag
wo yao zi you...wo yao fei....
dilapidated mouth
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
yesterday before i slept ..i suddenly felt guilty for not flossing my teeth ** i brushed already *** haha..... so i got up and went to the toilet. used my dad's that sharp sharp thing that dentist used to poke ur teeth and check my teeth. then nightmare came !!!!!
before i start on this horrible journey...i have to tok bout hostory and facts...
u see i have many "mo gui ya!!".... those misfit teeth who has no place to grow... but they die die wan to see the world... hence they "anihow" grow...and purposely must grow in a way that cleaning them is NO MEAN feat. ....
so yesterday.. i saw this tooth which i can't clean...it's hidden below 2 teeth... but a little bit can be seen... so i use that 'thing' to poke... and i after i cleaned the tooth... i saw a small hole... quite deep somemore.... though not pain..but i know confirmed dacyed liao....
this is so upsetting... since pri 4... i have been tortured by my pri dentists... she is like the devil's advocate to me..."hor li si hor li si!!!" that's wat her face reminds me of... (in hokkien) haha
currently... i have already quite some fillings in my mouth.. and several bigprojects were done. (due to mishandling by that pri dentists ) 2 of my tooth needed root canal..
and yest i discovered some more holes !!!!!!!!
now .with some simple plus minus multiplications and division.... it's no doubt that within the next 10 yrs... on my 30th birthday....i will be a bo gei woman !!!.........some one help me pls.....
can extreme makeover help me. ???
so this week my agenda will be to visit the dentist..to recieve several treatments....
1. to get all the holes filled.
2. to ask advice from the dentist how to straighten my teeth. i got this horrible tiger tooth jagged out from the corner from my lips. so everytime i take photo... there will be a shadow...look like bo gei...
3. to cleanse my teeth and to whiten my teeth...
YEA......GONNA COST A BOMB !!!!!!!
to my sm....
Monday, August 15, 2005
JUST TAKE JUST TAKE....................................... right click..then click copy.. then paste to ur own file... there u did it !! piracy.... haha... copyright !!!!ok taking nonsense... now late already yawn yawn.... tom then post sentimental blog like yanting....ciao
KA BOOOOOMMMMMMMMMM....... nice fireworks.... nice shot too.... pat pat on my back
blur... but dun care..POST
stomach big big..... a ride home in our mercedes
watcha looking at. we the popsicles gang lei
she stuck it right in!!!!
