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Monday, March 28, 2005
honey... like them? i know u do...
today is monday...4 more weeks to my final exam..getting the jittery ....but still not in haste to study..wat the hell is wrong with me man.. anyway i like those 2 pics below... peiling says i look like a korean porn star..haha tt's funny..i take it as a compliment... !! well..gotta get back to study real soon... cross my fingers that i can finish 2 chaps today..k... well...love u honey... and me too!
nice moon....not me..
wow....
zui hou de teng ai shi shuo fang kai...
Saturday, March 26, 2005
yest quarrelled with him...over a bloody tv show.. but no ..it ain't the tv fault... it has been a deep rooted prob.
he is the kind of typical quiet man.. any prob he has with any ppl..he just keep quiet... yes a docile and peace loving human..i never hear him asking for anything..never fights for anything..
and when i want him to do something i have to keep pushing him. i know bout myself..i tend to be too harsh and hard sometimes.. but does any gerl wan to be so tough? no i dun enjoy that at all... if onli i know i can be well taken care of.. i know the person beside me will be leading me in my life.. i oso wan to relax and just enjoyed being taken care of...
but i guess he jus ain't that .. he doesn't speak up... doesn't dare to approach anybody for anything..well forget bout other ppl ! just take it for me... he doesn't even tell me wat he wants from me!! am i really that scary that no one dare to bare his soul to me? fear that i may be angry again for no reason..creating a big storm? no i guess not if onli u knew how to tok to me. if u talk to me nicely ..tell me my fault properly..there's no way i can shout back at u.
pls tell me how and wat i can do to please u...
i dunnoe whether the prob lies in u or me... are u just being selfish or me? am i wrong to wantto watch tv? do i have to try to do wat i think u would like me to do when my heart is else where? didn't i spend enough time with u by going all the way to kallang to find u? why do u msg me something but yet in ur heart meant the other. u say "honey. like that never mind la. dun expect me to wait for ur ad. i going to sleep . good night" which actualli '' u better choose me over ur tv...'' well... in the end i did...but am i happy? will i be happy in the long run? do i have to play catching all my life with u? y can't u be a little honest bout ur feelings and not let other be so tired guessing around.
i wan somebody who knows wat he wants... dare to fight for wat he wants... let his voice be heard..makes a impact in other's life...... who can take care of me...and can share everything and anything with me.
i dun wan a mice .....
swollen eyes day2...
Saturday, March 19, 2005
my eye is getting bigger and bigger ... is that good news...nah...meaning the eyelid is swelling more and more...and the itch is unbearable... i wanna scratch but worry i'll infect it even more....
well..the sweet thing is zee went to buy eye mo for me even thou i was quite mean to him yest night.. i msn to ask him help me get....and he told me he already got it... hee...sweet... but still not swept off my feet..and today he looked veri handsome...can't help salivating ..maybe beauty lies in eyes of beholder... but today this statement is wrong... he really quite charming looking la..with that nice cool boardshorts and cool addidas shirt..wow...wat a combination right..
anyway ..after this week of slacking again... i think i got no more time to afford this luxurious way of lazing around....ohnononon.... no more .... i have to study ... no need a lot..juz a little bit..... bit by bit.... slow and steady wins the race right...
right......
swollen eyes...
Thursday, March 17, 2005
now blogging at zee's hostel... wa my eyes damn painful can.. i think got infection already.... my contact lens need to be replaced soon i think.... hmm go buy tom la..
anyway...today supposed go gym but never again..hai....how lidat linyan?
i starting my aerobics next monday so hope tt can tone up..ok....
zee is complaining that blogging is bo liao..ya i thot so too...now i got one already..i oso think quite troublesome to blog.. anyway can't give up ok la,,, bye bye
peng cai mei to be....
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
hey hey.... this week is peng cai week for me cos i gotta help out at my parent's stall daily.... hai... but veri happy that i can lighten my parent's load... and to hear ppl praise my dad's cooking... really glad to hear tt... well the wok is our family's bread u know.... hmm...
anyway hope my parent's business will zheng zheng ri shang la... ok.... bless ourselves...:)
went shopping again....
sore sore sore .... sore feet again.... wa lau ..went bugis for shopping again..... oh no oh no.. addicted to bugis already...how like tt? pocket kena burned soon.... hehe..anyway today had a veri nice time with zee .... snuggling up with him is so comfy.. just a little boney... haha
he pushed me home on the bycycle from his hostel back to my home....so sweet of him...tt's when i love him most..cos i felt realli cherished....but i dunno y now i toking to him on msn he seems so cold... hai.. he's a deep man.... dunnoe la.... just carry on loving him.... :)
it's coming back.....it's all coming back,,,
Friday, March 11, 2005
went to watch hitch yesterday and boy ..was i amazed at the way girls can be swept off their feet in this manner...... wow.... and i really wonder will i ever get this? nah.....not in this lifetime.....but yesterday zee was sweet.... unlike his usual uninterested self...he actualli suggest watching a late movie after we had dinner at jp....hmmm... but i still wasn't blown away ...haha... i guess recently i am really into fitness and all... i think i am serious in this beach babe wannabe campaign....i really wan to be a hot 20 yr old..... i wan to be a head turner 20 yr old....20 yr old..oh man...this sounds old...i have a 2... a bloody 2 infront of my age.... no longer sweet 17.... i like 19.... it's the best age... enjoy the benefits of a teenager yet withholding freedom of an adult..or so in my case... well... time and tide waits for no man.....
BUT i am no Man.... i am a Woman...i think i'm vain... constantly applying mosturiser on my skin.... youth radiance essence on my face..... yes it's true i'm vain... but we gotta be.... cos i want my face to be young for a little longer...i want to look younger when i'm older...how this sounds.....gd...or so i think~~~~
left right....
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
sometimes life is like tt...u'll feel a little lost when everything is going on so mundanely....i cann't repeat my mistakes ever again.... not ever.....but y am i like tt? Y? am i born to have these patterns?pls la... no more temptations for me k....i dun wanna risk everything in this.... pls ..let me get my directions back..hao ma?
Sunday, March 06, 2005
lastly...the three sexy ladies again
sheng wei and her bf..... comical ...
thot got tan.... but under the sun look like white pig again lei
finally..me and darling...
3 sexy ladies
doing yoga
awkward pose
sexy silhoutte
a walk to remember
da wei wang
after my bath
muscle ger babe..... ah bu neh babe....and not so slim babe...aha
sentosa "smiling under the sun" ad...
whoa..
officially a beach babe.....!!!
hmm ..yesterday went sentosa with zee yanting shengwei and bf and zee's gang.... it's was fun on the overall although the volleyball courts are constantly packed.... there goes my wish of playing balls again..once again! hai sian man...... anyway ..i have a new goal in life now....that is to slim down further....in the healthy way of course..of course.
i wan to take up either yoga kick boxing or aerobics...... i wan a toned body ..a hot bod.....
it's a veri sad thing that at the age of 20 soon..... i have not felt beautiful....hai.... i dun wan to be a woman who has never been wooed b4..... haha....darling can u woo me once again? :)
i everytime recieve calls from my fren says he like my fren...and wants me to be the middle-wo-man...u know how tiring this is.... already got no boy like me i still got to act as meipo.....no wonder old ppl say suay to be meipo..so suay... haha
and my for my life is....i want to go out to the world to see for myself..the culture .the way of living...i dun wan to be a frog in the s'pore well....so small where my scope of vision is so limited...pls let me study well... and get scouted by an overseas company ok? or pls let my future husband be employed overseas...this is so cool man.... i ain't never wanna be a loser no more...
feet torture...
Friday, March 04, 2005
wow... shopping is woman's fav partime...and the feets greatest torture.....man...my feet are numb aching from the overcoming of miles and miles of terrains , curves, roundabout, u turn, sometimes drains and even banana skin..... haha....anyway today bought a sun dresss for tom sentosa....yeah!!!! another step to being a beach babe.....or so i hope....today banking was done....and that marks the freedom of me from my dead and borish grey table..... till monday....haha..anyway... next week gotta start studying....i ain't never be called a loser no more.......... i bless myself.....
naughty naughty....
Thursday, March 03, 2005
all ur fault ass hole... piss me off so much that i skip my accounting mock exam...hmph!!!!!
anyway i feel so bad for running away from it..... u are courting death...nothing else....... anyway i know tom is my last paper i must study hard...so after my lunch i'm gonna chiong like no one's problem..or so i hope...... hmmm this sat go sentosa again... another step to becoming a beach babe.....or so i hope again.....haha
nice dinner
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
today had my econs paper.... hmm was expected ... quite tough.... but still piang to do....hai..... my paper is filled up la... but dunnoe with junk or rubbish.... either way..it's disastrous..haha.... and then went to hon's hostel for dinner...i prepared chicken chop... wah best in singapore and some say batam..... can open a stall like my parents already.... haha.... though we quarrelled a bit.. but zee being the easy angry easy sweet person..we kissed and make up so fast.... haha..... ok... will post more pics next times....
study time!!!
eh.... no mood no mood....... c'mon c'mon...double up double up....... better study harder harder...y have u lost all the momentum linyan!!!!!! u wan to be a loser all ur life? hai.... tom have stats paper..i have to do well and i wan to do well... hmm..econs was a flop... i have to do better have to do better!!!! if linyan can do it..so can u.... :)
