I have the trust and confidence. I'm just not sure. Yikes
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
Someone once told me it's the 1 year syndrome.
1 year 3 months have gone by, and I am proud to say that we have stayed strong, if not grown even stronger.
I simply adore this man. This human being. Every ounce of negativity do not matter because I simply love this person. No reason. Period.
The nicest thot after a long day of work: "What am I going to cook for him tonight?"
And I do agree that as the tree branches out, the root gets deeper. You can't help but constantly worry whether he is safe, whether he is going to lead a long life, whether he has enough to eat, whether, whether, whether....sometimes the thought of losing him is so intense it actually hurts. Not sure if I interpreted the quote correctly but who cares, that's my version.
Friday, October 07, 2011
If I get jealous and pissed off at the same time at someone's brag, then maybe I am as superficial as they are.
"Oh my son spent a lot of money for his wedding. He never take a single cent from me" "Oh your house only 600K? So CHEAP! My son looking at a condo...$1.6 million lei" "Oh my son sayang his niece alot, spent so much money to buy her gifts"
-_- seriously roll eyes. we went there to visit grandma not your SON.
If someone ever buy a condo at Changi for $1.6 million, I say good luck to you. Siao.
Aunty, only brag when you invite us for house warming okay?
My husband comes from a house of braggards!
Maybe I am crazy.
Perhaps the love is too intense hence the fear.
In cab. On toilet bowl. In bed. Thoughts wonder.
I dreamt my dad pass away. I imagine my husband going missing. I hallucinate my brother getting into car accident.
I cried, real tears all the time when these thoughts crept into my brain, ever so often-ly.
I am definitely crazy.
P.s. Have you ever sat on a toilet bowl and rehearse a heartbreaking break up with an imaginary boyfriend and cry like it is for real?
Thursday, July 21, 2011
I can finally plan for my wedding. woosh
Sunday, June 05, 2011
A 31 days long anniversary. YEAY or NAY
~Thank you for trying~
You are like a person with 4 fingers learning to play piano
Like a mute trying to compose a song
Like a blind trying to draw a painting
Overcoming a territory that is not your forte
I can see it and sense it.
~Thank you baby~
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
U know it, and i'm not gonna hide it
This is definitely not the happiest news to hear, especially from you
"To hell with juicy gossips and latest news, all that matter is for you to start anew"
YES, I am not in your shoes YES, Easier said than done YES, I am just a lucky bitch
But definitely you know where the NO line draws. right?
She knows no better. But you?
It all boils down to choices, smart choices. And boy, you know you have got some out there
Saturday, May 07, 2011
I was talking to Pei Pei today about how it's nice having someone to come home to after a long day at work. Watching TV, cooking and having a quiet dinner has never been so tranquil and naise (i quote omn)
But Pei Pei being her, she mentioned that this is just due 1st year lovey dovey period. And I agree.
It's the diff stages that a couple go through that renew the level of excitement. First we meet. Then we fall in love. Then we date. (If too long never marry will break up). Then we engage. Then we marry. Then we apply for flat. Then we start on renovation. Then we move in together. (If too long never have baby will may get boring). Then we have baby. Then baby go school. Then children grow up. (If too often never have sex will have crisis too). Then children start work. Then retirement. Then grow old together. Then hope to die together as we both do not want to be the later to die.
That's my life for now. And I am loving every seconds of it
Jennifer Lopez vs Edward Maya ft Pitbull & Vika - Love On The Stereo Floor